let me live the life

N.O.M.O.R.E

enough already!

im tired of waiting,
cashmere, cotton, wuteva u are,
its time for me to stop waiting, hoping, and wasting my whole youth,
its time to get loose,

and says good bye to those idiots,
who too blind, and stupid to see me,
right in front of them,
i hav give my life,
my everything to them,
only asking to be loved,
but they were blinded,
and that is their loss,

u see,
i been saving myself,
i been ready,
i been waiting,
for a relationship for more than my teen years,
now, that im 22,
and yet,
still waiting,

and now,
its time for me to fucking around,

yeah,
go to hell,
cashmere, cotton, or silk,
the door to my heart is already sealed,
the bridge is already closed,
there is no more waiting for u guys,

i just want to live the life,
being single,
being free,
and spend my youth,
for only me,
and for the future,


yeah,
its me, me and me,
now,
no more us, or they,

there still lots of thing that i can do,
lots of opportunity,
lots of sex,
lots of party,

yeah,
i been thinking,
i might as well start learn french,
continue my violin lesson,
learn piano,
join some outdoor activities,
travel around malaysia,
shopping till drop,
watch the nanny over n over again,
maybe take sewing courses,
or making more cakes and my signature fruit dip,
read more architectural digest,
get knowing latest fashion,

etc, etc, etc....

like i said,
i already wasted my 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21,
its now to redeem all i hav lost,
its time for me,
live as much i can,
enjoy being young n free :P


"good bye, dicks!"