White Lace, Black Drama

HeartBreaker

2010-01-18T12:37:00.002+08:00

H.E.A.R.T.B.R.E.A.K

ok,
its been while since my last entry,
and i didn't really knoe if u guys goin to read this or not.

but,
for what had happen last weekend,
i hav to let this out,
having nobody to talked to,
this blog is only the way for me to let it out.

do u ever heard in any movies,
or someone told to this particular cute boys,
that they going to be heart breaker when they grow up??

well, it means that u going to be a good looking person,
have the looks,
that might break many woman's heart.
which in this case,
my heart.

assuming that i had a great weekend,
which is yes! i had.
and some quality time for my own needs,
and to gain new "experiences",
little that i knoe,
this particular someone,
would stole my heart,
and struck an arrow,
which is "physically", and emotionally.
deep inside me,

and now, im soo crazy about him..

he was nice,
sweet, badboy and a gentleman at once!
which something that no one couldn't resist,
and we had such a good time,
the sweetest that i ever had,
which now,
im emotionally attached to.

and we all knoe the rules!
what happen in "one nite ride"
will only happen in that nite,
there's no possibilities of we getting the same train next station.
but for me,
the ride was worth to wait,
and i will give all i hav,
to get the ticket to his heart,
n offer all the love that i hav,
taking care of him,

as impossible as it sound,
as harder, i will try to hav this heartbreaker mine,
but guys,
i do really need ur cents or advice on this situation,
plz, give me something useful...

"L.O.V.E never gives up on them"

yes, im crazy, i knoe....

Lady G and Queen A

2009-11-19T02:27:00.014+08:00

T.H.E.M.O.N.S.T.E.R.F.A.M.E

opss...
she did it again,

after astonishing paparazzi video,
she amaze us with her new brand video,
bad romance!

arghhh...
i just love lady gaga,
her music and her style,
i been following her since she in myspace,
long before her debut album,

and now,
shes the new pop-queen,
and this queen dare to collaborating wif another queen,
well, Alexander McQueen to be exact.

so, if u wonder what she wore in Bad Romance,
here the credit.

1. Alexander McQueen Dress, and Heels, House Of GaGa Glasses

2. Haus Of GaGa

3. Rachel Barret dresses, Alexander McQueen Heels

4. Alexander McQueen Dress and Heels, Haus Of GaGa Crown

5. Shinji Konishi Bat Hair Hat

6. Vavu Dudu Trench Coat, Franc Fernandez Diamond Crown

7. Keko Hainswheeler Mask, Benjamin Cho Crystal Rosaries, Alexander McQueen Heels, Jaiden Rva James Men Mask

8. Nasir Mazhar Orb, Alexander McQueen Heels

9. Alexander McQueen

10. Benjamin Cho Polar Bear Faux Coat, Alexander McQueen Heels, Carrera Sunglass

11. Alex Noble

12. Haus of GaGa bra, RP Encore Rat Headpiece, Alexander McQueen Heels

CONCEPT : HAUS OF GAGA
DIRECTOR : FRANCIS LAWRENCE
STYLING : NICOLA FORMCHETTI

source: Nicola Formchette's Blog

Cant wait for The Moster Fame!! 8-new singles!!

what i been missed ?

2009-10-31T19:17:00.009+08:00

what i been missed ?

i didn't really remember when the last time i really watch my fav series,
coz i been busy wif studies and stuffs,
its tiring,
and im exhausted,
its seem never to end,

its been while since i hav real fun,
and since start my majoring course,
i been missed some of my fav series,

so guys,
plz help me,
let me knoe whut i been missed ?
plz...

1st

Ugly Betty.

i been missed betty for quite a while,
the last episode i watched was the episode betty do group assignment with matt and her boyfriend, and what happen after that ?
plz fill me in...

2nd

ok, im almost forgot which season i last watched this series,
all i knoe, it was season finale,
there was 6 of them crossing the roads,
but then, when melinda saw their shadow,
its only 5 of shadow,

and now,
the latest episode i watched,
shes already hav a son,
which also can see a ghosts,
when did she get pregnant ??
arghhh...i hate missing those important episode!

3rd

i love everything related to ghost and hot guys,
so, yeah i luv these two brother!
the last episode i watched,
was, when dean come back from hell,
and there was 2nd ruby, with black hair and all that,
and now?
ughhh....sudddenly they hav paris hilton as a ghost!
fill me in plz...

4th

ok,
this one, i been missed like forever,
the last season i watched was isis season,
its really hard to find someone who hav complete season,
and download?
like its goin to help! duhh...

5th

ok, season 5 was great,
i luv that they jumped few years for this season,
but again,
i missed few last episodes,
so, fill me in plz...

Finally,

i dont really hav time to catch the new season,
but i been thrilled to see tyra and hillary duff,
eventhough its gettin boring,
and far different from the original novels,
but im still a fan though,

"Fill in the Blank"

One Year & all that

2009-10-21T03:11:00.002+08:00

O.N.E

its been a year since my first entry,
wow!
cant believe tat i would blogging for a year and more,
here i thought i dint hav interest in writing,

the road so far,
hav been great,
i get to knoe new people,
follow their blogs,
their life,
and perspective,

its good to knoe what people hav been respond to me,
More finicky to knoe their perception of my entry,
im glad i started this blog,

so,
u can click on the link below,
to see my 1st entry, or when the time i started this blog,

1st ENTRY

to my faithful readers,
thank you soo much.

here,
let me knoe what u guys think about this blog,
give me ur opinion,
it is much appreciated.

love, lots of love

"i been thinking for new looks"

Raya Nan Sama

2009-09-21T23:40:00.012+08:00

R.A.Y.A

Ok,
raya tahun ni x byk perubahan,
sama je mcm tahun2 lepas,
but, i ols berjaya bgun 8.30 pg,
x mcm dulu,
2.00pm.

maka, dpt lh i ols bejumpe,
makcik2 sedara segala,
n ofcoz mkn dgn meriahnye,
sampai x hengat dunia.

sekitar raya...

famly kak long

anak bujang kak long i ols,

ni pulak fatimah, ank sedara i ols yg paling ting-tong,

famly kak uda i ols,

n famly abg i ols,

ni lak famly angkat i ols, dorg dtg beramai2 dlm merah ye,
bebelas2 org, semua merah!

mak angkat n mak kandung i

lastly, tulang belakang persiapan hari raya we ols,
barisan bibik2 yg setia tidak balik beraya,
kesian dey ols! neway, tanpa mereka, siapalah kite...

"Selamat Hari Raya"

let me live the life

2009-09-08T03:23:00.003+08:00

N.O.M.O.R.E

enough already!

im tired of waiting,
cashmere, cotton, wuteva u are,
its time for me to stop waiting, hoping, and wasting my whole youth,
its time to get loose,

and says good bye to those idiots,
who too blind, and stupid to see me,
right in front of them,
i hav give my life,
my everything to them,
only asking to be loved,
but they were blinded,
and that is their loss,

u see,
i been saving myself,
i been ready,
i been waiting,
for a relationship for more than my teen years,
now, that im 22,
and yet,
still waiting,

and now,
its time for me to fucking around,

yeah,
go to hell,
cashmere, cotton, or silk,
the door to my heart is already sealed,
the bridge is already closed,
there is no more waiting for u guys,

i just want to live the life,
being single,
being free,
and spend my youth,
for only me,
and for the future,

yeah,
its me, me and me,
now,
no more us, or they,

there still lots of thing that i can do,
lots of opportunity,
lots of sex,
lots of party,

yeah,
i been thinking,
i might as well start learn french,
continue my violin lesson,
learn piano,
join some outdoor activities,
travel around malaysia,
shopping till drop,
watch the nanny over n over again,
maybe take sewing courses,
or making more cakes and my signature fruit dip,
read more architectural digest,
get knowing latest fashion,

etc, etc, etc....

like i said,
i already wasted my 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21,
its now to redeem all i hav lost,
its time for me,
live as much i can,
enjoy being young n free :P

"good bye, dicks!"

i worth more than that!

2009-08-31T05:19:00.003+08:00

ok, kali ni i nk bloging dlm bm lak,
n no intro pic or tagline,
n ape yg i cuba sampaikn kali ni,
hanyalh luahan perasaan,
jd, i fikir dlm bm,
maybe u ols akn lebih paham.

pernah x,
bila u ols ad pendirian yg tetap,
bila u ols rasa diri u ols kuat,
bila prinsip hidup u ols berada pd tahap yg tinggi,
tiba2, dtg benda yg kecik,
yg cube mgugat prinsip u ols td?

n this is what been happening to me,
tiba2, pendirian yg i banggakn sgt,
yg i julung tinggi,
mcm tu je i tingalkn,
bila dh tergoda,
bila nafsu mkn diri sendiri,

bila ckp pengalamn dipermainkn,
i lh org paling pakar,
dh mcm2 dh i pernah kena,
i used to be weak,
kena pijak kepala,
kena buli dan hina,
semua i pernah kena,

tp skrg,
i lebih kuat,
i bangga dgn diri sendiri,
i percaya pd prinsip i,
ape pun org hina,
x mungkin i akn terasa,

tp, bila kite dh kuat,
ad je yg dtg,
dgn rupa dan kata2 manis,
n hancur semua prinsip,
semua pegangan,

i benci bila depermainkn,
die ingt i pelacur?
dh dpt, tingal gitu je,
n i pun bodoh!
dh tau org mcm tu,
lg nk layan,
bodoh!

mcmana lh i bole fikir die bole berubah?
kenapa lh i fikir i ad peluang dgn die,
nape lh i leh fikir i ni special case,
bodoh!
skrg, i dh bg kat die,
benda yg i simpan selama ni,
konon utk org tersyg,
now,
org tsyg ntah kemana,
harga diri entah kemana,

i x tau la,
kenpa i terlalu terburu2,
kenapa i mudah percaya,

n awk,
kalo awk nk tau,
sy tau awk memang player,
tp, hormatlh sket,
ingt sy murah sgt?
dh dpt, terus senyap,
bknye sy nk pape pun dr awk,
x ingin pun nk couple dgn awk,
tp atleast kite kwn la,
at least sy msg,
awk reply la,
sy bg diri sy kat awk pun,
coz sy ingt kite bole kwn,
bole blaja sesama sendiri,
tp awk cuma tau benda tu jee...
awk ingt sy ni xde perasaan?
motif dh main xleh nk contact2 lg,
nape?
malu, masa ajak x malu lak!
keep in touch pun x leh ke?

well,
mungkin u ols pikir i ni bodoh,
dh tau org mcm tu,
lg nk percaya, lg nk jumpe,
mcm x tau je,
dunia ni memang mcm tu,
pekara ni memang biasa,
tats y la dorg ckp,
touch n go

yeah,
i used to say No to those things,
konon simpan diri utk org tsyg,
and utk bertahun2,
i sanggup tungu,
utk org tsyg muncul,
tp, dtg org pulak org2 yg memang pandai mencari mkn,,
mcm tu je, i lepaskn pegangan diri i,
bodoh,
konon kwn....

i had enough,

i Need NO Liposuction!

2009-08-28T16:41:00.002+08:00

N.O.L.I.P.O

its been while since last time i had fun!
i mean FUN!
not the kind u had wif ur bitches and clique,
but wif particular person,
that involved some action and no sense of fashion,
coz wont need anything on u,

if u catch my drift.....

so,
i hav this long history bout my body size,
i used to be slim,
and back then, i can get anyone on my "list"
hav fun, anytime i want,

then,
i hav to wear L, XL, XXL,
which hav jeopardize much of my social life and the "fun" lives,
and its stops for several years,
until few months ago,
i found this networking site which specially for the plus-sized person,
and i realize there is still lots of people who love some extra baggage,
and there is still some cute slim- person who enjoy being with us,
yeah! im glad i found tat site.
so, im back on the track,
and i still hav years to redeem myself,

"Heall keep hunting"

Sick Drama

2009-08-17T02:10:00.004+08:00

real sickness!

ok!
before we went to what the picture above is all about,
let me describe this few situation/scene,
which happen just in one night,

and friday night,
surely serve u sumthin more different than any normal night!

scene 1
on the dance floor,

i surely knoe that dance floor are belong to public who have access trough it,
i mean,
its public space!!
so plz, don't act like diva,
and dance like crazy,
push everyone next to u,
its not u dance like beyonce,
and have rights to push people aside,
gosh! u can only jump and move ur hand,
its not even following the beat!
so, plz, keep ur dance to urself,
n do not push!
no one amaze by ur crazy moves!

uncivilized!

scene 2

so,
we're looking at each other,
smiling and flirtatious,
he was cute,
cleaned and looks more str8 than anyone else,
sophisticated yet sexy,
just my perfect match,
with a pinch of sugar,
and lots of old men beards!

yucks,
i hate it when these kind of people used money for sumthing like this,
and both side are should be blame,
n tat uncle could be ur father!
could be ur best fren's father,
and this people are still fucking them!
used all their money, for whut?
so u could have better life than anyone else?
armani instead of topman?
tag heuer instead of swatch ??
y don't u ask ur own father?
or work ur ass out till u have what u want,
not selling off ur ass!

scene 3

daddies,
shouldn't they be at home?,
watching some family drama with their children and wife?
and what they're doing in gay club with a bunch of young guys,
while ur son could be one of them?

urghh...
how bout ur wife,
this is disgusting!
for me,
there is no such thing as bisexual,
there always-only one option,
either gay or str8,
hell or heaven?

so, plz..
do not cheat to ur family,
and playing with ur wife feelings,
they might love u more than u longings for those young ass,
so, keep ur hand to ur wife,
someones else son...

and for this daddies,
let me remind u by saying this,
what would u thinking when ur own daddy fucking someone ur age?
do u ever consider ur mother feelings?
i knoe u guys are old,
but, try to imagine...
put ur self in ur wife place,

i have more to said,
but enough for now,
isn't it enough being gay is already a sin,
which already reserved us a place in hell,
but to corrupt young mind,
to use them for sex,
cheat to ur family,

don't get me wrong,
for me, no mothers or women should be treated like that,
so boys,
when desperate old daddies come to u,
with load of cash,
shut ur eyes,
imagine if he is ur father,
what would ur mom felt...

"Heall will growing old fabulously without hav to break any girls heart"

My index finger is pointing at U !

2009-08-11T16:09:00.003+08:00

When faced with a difficult task, pass it on to a lazy person and she'll figure out an easier way to accomplish it.

nice quote!
well, its not that i pointing my finger to others,
but when u hav give all ur effort,
and worked as hard as u can,
then someone else spoil it for u,
should u blame yourself for the failure?

so,
that is what happen when u expecting too much from someone u think could handle certain job,
my advise is,
even it is a group assignment,
and since/if u want the best for it,
just work it urself,
do not expect others will get it done for u,
if it is ur future,
do not let someone jeopardize it,
and ruined it!

so, next time,
double up the effort!
just do whut u gotta do!!

"if u can still smile when things go wrong, u hav someone in mind to blame"
and honestly,
I'm smiling rite now! and keep smile!!

So they said....

2009-08-03T04:25:00.004+08:00

W.A.N.N.A.B.E

"my frens is cousin wif that singer"

"my mum is a good frens of that actor's mum"

"i was that model classmates"

"me and that superstar was live in same village"

"that somebody is actually my bestfren's fren"

and so they said.....

duhh...
like its really matter?

and i can also said the same things,

"i have blood relation with Lady Gaga, so that makes her my sister"

bole??

neways,
its really annoyed me,
when some people proud to claim this soo-unnecessary relationships with soo-called famous people,
and then, bragging to everyone the same story,
over and over again.

again,
duhh....

we know it,
and whuts the big deal?
its not like u been sleeping wif some certain stars,
its not u r their siblings, or bestfrens,

soo,
plz, stop conceited that useless story,
and show urself,
not to hide behind ur extravagant-fully-fake-elaborate details,
it doesn't matter,
we know,
u dont have the juice to be urself,
we know,
u hav self-esteem issue,
we know,
u dont hav any confidence wif urself,

soo,
stop!
be real,
enjoy whut u hav,
proud to be urself,
be confidence!

even u weight-up 100kg,
face full with scar,
short, or tall,

don't be sarcastic,
do not make up any stories,
coz u felt bad bout urself,
so u need to push everyone else down,

and i said!
u wont bring me down!

"proud to be gourgesly fat and ugly"

ko ado? nan ado!

Stalk the Hulk

2009-07-31T00:58:00.002+08:00

S.T.A.L.K.M.E.?

i might hav mention this before,
but whut the heck!
its ongoing situation,
and let me says,

"stalking is a self destruction behavior"

ok, who doesn't love to add some hot guy on facebook or myspace?
yeah,
we all luv some eye candy while we browsing the net,
i mean, porn?
its soo overrated,
but real hot guy,
someone that we might knoe,
or perhaps hope to bump each other,
in club or mall,
are real heart-breaker !

so, we stalk them,
luring ourselves to them,
then, they show off their hot muscle and painstaking six pax!
a little bit tease here and there,

but then,
there was relationship status,
it said, in relationship with............
duhhh...

there i was,
drawn again,
stalking others facebook,
wont make u happy,
it just make urself felt more lonely,
n look like an ultimate loser,

"Heall hav things for sweaty six pax"

Silver Screen

2009-07-24T04:49:00.002+08:00

S.H.O.R.T.M.O.V.I.E.S

currently busy with my 1st project,

we hav to do some short movies on our department,

will be back blogging wif u guys,

soon,

"sometime film director"

Wishlist....

2009-07-10T02:35:00.015+08:00

N.E.W

new sem will be start on next week,
and I'll be 22 this October,
still my style haven't change for couple of years,
and i really need something new, n fresher.

and i really hav to juggle my social calender,
my study,
and in meantime improve my PR skills,
yeah,
its time for me to get back on track,
and be someone who i always want to be,

so,
the wishlist start with

1. new colored jeans,

not necessarily skinny

u might says its soo out, or outdated,
but i don't care,
i wear what i want,
as long it makes me more confident,
and felt more stylish,
hell with the trend n whut in or out!

2. new pc

this one is necessity,
coz my laptop cant much longer hold more software for my studies purposes,
such 3dmax, sketchup, Cad, etc.

so, new pc,
it is vital for my survival for this 3rd yr,
of my studies,

3. ipod touch

ok,
im not a gadget freaks,
i dont mind use any kind of phone, or mp3s,
i never hav interest on into those ipod,

but ipod touch?
1st gadget that really caught my attention,
and it just somthin to die for,
my dividend is already at stakes,
i hoping i can get one from my brother,
as usual...

4. Doc martin's/high cut/boots

i been wearing same type of shoes for 22yrs,
n now i need somethin new n bold,
i really love doc martin's shoes,
but it much expensive,
and hard to find,
so, perhaps high cut or boots,

and ofcoz this sandals!

5. Oversize Cardigan

not exactly double breast like above,
but oversize and more unique shape than regular cardigan.
n maybe oversize poncho like my previous entry,

6. Biker/colored jacket

love it! love it!

and lastly,

7. New Cashmere

someone with lil bit of everything!

"let the fun begin"

While we in jb

2009-07-07T01:42:00.007+08:00

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y

sem break,
its a good time for little reunion,
meet some frens,
sharing some gossip,
and having fun all day!

as usual,
let the pics,
DO THE TALK!

and then,
to Singapore we bitchy-ing,
from 8am-12am,
non stop,
shopping and adventure!

"tats all for now, more adventur to come"

One step of the Time!

2009-07-02T01:53:00.004+08:00

G.L.A.M.O.U.R.Z.O.N.E

Us today,

few years in future....

we might be like them,

(pic below)

love u guys!

proud to be among u ols!

love n love

"the revolution, start now!"

May the Force With u

2009-06-21T12:42:00.009+08:00

A.M.I.D.A.L.A

luv it, miss it,
it took me 3 days to finished all StarWars episode from i-vi,
and i almost forgot how much i used to love this Saga,
specially Padme Amidala and Anakin Skywalker,

luv Amidala costume in this movies,
every each of the costume was breathtaking,
haha,
yeah, everytime when i saw an epic movies or anything like this Saga,
the costume would be my focus,
ofcoz then the hero and the story,

and i always luv the character of a queen,
who powerful,
and ofcoz hav a group of her own entourage,
that the best part of being queen,
for me,

neway,
the only reason i fallin in luv with him,
only coz he look more like my 1st luv!

cute, cute!
i luv his lips,
sexy and adorable,
and his shady eyes,

if i can hav him......

"Heall Heart Hayden"

The Devil's Plan

2009-06-19T00:27:00.007+08:00

L.U.C.I.F.E.R

something big is coming..
its not the transformers,
or anything we ever imagine,

despite my lust of luxury life,
and dreamin of becomin somebody,
yet, i hav forgotten what have been corrupted my faith,
its so near,
i dint even foreseen it,
something that have been implemented in our way of life,
and the way we think,

omg, omg, omg!
its really scare the hell out of me,
to actually realize i been taking part in the devil's plan.
controlled by their ideas,
and loosing the grasp of my own faith,

ok,
whut actually i been saying?
just watch this documentary/short films,
its really open my eyes,
at least, u knoe what u been into,
coz i knoe,
most of my readers have same interest as me,
so, u guys hav to knoe the truth,
what the bigger picture here,
what is The Devil's Plan??

plz, i urge u all to watch this,
seriously u will learn something new!

CLICK, CLICK, CLICK, CLICK!

ok,
one of the things that i knoe after watched this videos,
maybe some of u guys,
already knoe,
but here the fact.

madonna vid frozen,
is actually a form of worship,
who?
the Dajjal,
which i just knoe,
she been widely promote, or been used as the tools, to poisoned human mind, into believing their false messiah,
we knoe this so called people behind the Dajjal face,
mostly control everything in this world,
this is just one of the small part of their plan,
more to come,
so, there is reason, why this people,
is rich and famous,

u should watch the documentary,
or read about the arrivals of dajjal,

hope u guys can share some thoughts..

"Heall is soo over Madonna"

The World i Prefer

2009-06-17T17:50:00.003+08:00

F.L.I.C.K

yeah....yeah....
we knoe,
its cliche,
predictable,
its unreal,
where the girl gets the boy,
when they get a chance to be prom queen,
when the boy get to prove they meant for the girl,
where everything became possible,
and dream, just become reality,
etc, etc...

yeah, we knoe,
its romantic/love/chic flick,
where reality just like fairy tales,
but whut the heck!
i lurve it!

i got 200++ G worth of movies in my external drives,
half of them full with old times/all time/ now times,
chick flick,
yeah,
its a world i prefer,
where i always wins,
where love come easy,

cliche, or not,
i enjoy watch any love/chic flick,
its great when u can forget the pain of reality for while,
and enjoy the feelings that u might get what u want,
just like the movies,

i got to admit,
Korean, Indonesian, or mostly asian flick, can really brought me into their world of nothing that impossible,
which make me hope,
that our life can be as interesting and easy as the movies,

yeah, we hope so..

"Heall is in mood for more indonesian love/chic flick"

When Death comes in 3D

2009-06-11T12:54:00.003+08:00

F.I.N.A.L.D.I.N.3.D

i just watched the Final Destination back2back from 1-3 recently,
then, few days later i was really excited to know that FD4 is coming soon,
in 3D !!

i cant wait for another ride!

and last Tuesday i went to watch 17 again,
despite of all the cliche and the assumption,
it surprisingly fun!

"Heall, not in mood for longer entry"

Big Black Rod!

2009-06-08T02:21:00.004+08:00

C.L.A.R.I.N.E.T

who would expect that strange look musical instrument can change a life's,
this black rod,
really change my life,
give a reason to be somebody,
to be who i am today,

u knoe,
long before high school,
i would considered my self as loser,
my grade was average,
i dint play sports,
i not listened to cool music,
even dint recognize j-lo,

i wore baggy pants,
i wore loose t-shirt,
big, plain shirt,
sandals,
i even wore tracks to town,
or mall,

asked me about Gucci or LV,
i don't even knoe padini,

when i in high school,
feelings like a loser,
unconfident with myself,
knowing that i dint hav any passion,
i joined my school marching band,

it was life changing experience,
i met extraordinary frens,
seniors,
even i hate some of them,
but now,
looking back,
all,
i mean ALL of them hav give me an impact,
that really change me,
who built my confident,
be a better, and passionate person,

who am i today,
thanks to u all,
my band fellows,
and tonite,
i really missing playing the clarinet,
my instrument,
which give me a joy trough my life in band,
able to play one or two great music,
really make me felt better,
it gives u the satisfaction of being in a band,

ahh,
clarinet,
a sound of nature,

this entry specially dedicated to my seniors,
my best frens who help me,
being who i am today,

to the seniors,
abg faizal, nazry hisham, md noh, kery misry, kery nuar, fadhil, zaidi, firdaus, kandryxx, teddytalez, farhat, naguib,
thank you!

"sweet memories, always with me"

Heall Goin Poncho!

2009-06-05T23:21:00.006+08:00

P.O.N.C.H.O

Remember Betty most significant dress for her 1st day at Mode?
yup,
that memorable red Guadalajara Poncho!

let me tell u guys,
i in luv,
in luv with poncho!
not that the fancy one like Betty wore,
but, a stylish poncho,
with simple pastel color,
with cool cutting,
and lil bit touch of street style,

but not like this one,
though i might wear it if i had sexy body,
yeah, for sure.

but for 1st time,
i laid my eyes on this poncho,
i totally fallin in love,
i gotta to hav this!

topman white poncho,
with side zippers,
which design for their white tee campaign,

i really want this poncho,
hopefully they hav it in Topman around Msia,
coz i goin to buy it,
in every color they goin to hav,
but for now, its white,
even i knoe white goin to make me look more fat!

p/s: to all of u, specially arif, if u guys nampak poncho ni kat topman plz inform i k!

"Heall goin Poncho"

Basic Human Rights!

2009-05-31T22:10:00.005+08:00

F.E.T.I.S.H

i guess,
i just discovered my new fetish,
besides luv to buy things every time i went to shopping,
or out,
and been completely idiot,
buying, brought things that obviously unnecessary,

i like to buy cute boxer, brief and underwear,
yup,
maybe the fact that i cant have,
or cant buy victoria secret lingerie,
make me obsessed with this cute boxers,

and
i just brought few boxers and brief last Saturday,
which cost me,
RM 170++

omg! y i spent more than hundreds only for things that nobody cant see when i wear it?
stupid!,
wish i can return back those undies and get me new perfume,
instead a few boxers that irrelevantly expensive!

"already planning which day i should wear for each of the boxers"

Memory Lane

2009-05-26T16:02:00.005+08:00

L.O.V.E.F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P

isn't this two words make our life more colorful,
more wonderful,
that make us learn about life,
dream, happy, and sharing,
yeah.

when i grow up,
i want be a star i want be famous....,
is that what we really want?
is being famous make we more happy than having a fren,
to share laugh and a shoulder to cry on?

yet,
me, myself, n myfren,
we forgot,
those two words,
that truely,
brings up the colors in our life,

looking for ultimate love, (yeah rite!)
or in becoming socialite,
or chasing our career,
is not a reason why we abandoned,
those two words,

we used to hav fun,
used to be happy,
used to be sad,
all together,

well,
they said people change,

rite now,
if i hav a time machine,
i would rather reverse the time,
when simple things,
can be our happiness,
when small matter,
is just another life's experience,
when we laugh together,
even without purpose,

i had good years in my high school,
never regret,
even single days,
wish it would never came to the end,
but here i now,
down to memory lane,

its actually an autographs section on the last page of our school yearbook,
my fren fieqa,
cut the pics of the supermodels which konon represent each of us,
and we signed and wrote some wishes,
its been years,
and i cant believe,
fieqa still hav it,
ahh...those days,
was my happiest days ever!

"even how big my dream to become someone/somebody, i will always remember, the only reason i hav those dream, because of u guys, my inspiration, my motivation"
-Heall-

The Beach and The Bitch

2009-05-24T14:30:00.003+08:00

i just came across to some guys facebook,
and most of them hav this specific album,
depict themselves hav fun on the beach wif their frens,
and i wonder,
y dint i hav the same kind of pic album like them?

ohh,
coz me n bbf,
we never go on vacation or beach together,
even we been plannin to,
but its seems like forever,
before we really hav tat pics album,

this is the ponen,
its all about plannin,
what to wear, bring, which date most suitable wif our social calender,
yeah, like we hav social calender!
so, why?

a vass plannin like that,
still cant get us to go vacation together,
owh,
one thing bout str8 guys,
they do whut they gonna do,
they don't hav to plan,
just go! and hav fun!

but the queer,
they think soo much,
plan soo much,
talk soo much,
and acting like queen everywhere we go,
even on vacation!

"its just the beach, not paris or milan"

p/s: i just watched the sims 3 trailer, n cant wait to hav it on my pc. thanx rick!

Movie Month

2009-05-21T21:10:00.005+08:00

for this month only, i hav watch more than 5 movies,
maybe coz of the short sem,
wif me hav lots of time,
boring, and being all lonely,
so, movies are only my savior,
n available all the time,
the only one who not rejected me,
accept me with its air-cond, popcorn, etc,
yelahtu~

from x-men origin, star-trek, angel & demon,
and many other muvies which i cant remember,
the name, when, and where it watched it,
coz it been a month full with cinema,
and ofcoz window shopping,

so,
i just back from Night at the museum2,
n i hav to say,
it was fun,
n hilarious,
i think the only funny movie i hav watch of all bunch,

among the all,
my fav would definitely be,

yeah,
i luv the vatican conspiracy,
art symbolism n evrythin in this muvi,

and ofcoz i cant wait for

and many more...

"i am movie buff"

God Loves Ugly

2009-05-21T02:04:00.002+08:00

You said that I wasn't pretty
So I just believed you
And you said that I wasn't special
So I lived that way
With critical gazes and brutal amazement
And how my reflection could be so imperfect
With all of my blemishes, how could somebody want me?

But God loves ugly
He doesn't see the way I see
Oh god takes ugly
And turns it into to something that is beautiful
Apparently I'm beautiful
Cause you love me

I tried to clean up the outside
All shiny and new
Worked over time to thin up and look right
But inside I knew
That deep in the bottom were secrets I thought I could try to ignore
Old ghosts in my corridors
Never get tired of haunting the past that's in me

Help me believe why you love me
When I know you see
You see everything
Help me believe why you love me
When I know you see
Inside and you still say I'm beautiful

You're telling me I'm beautiful
Your screaming out I'm beautiful
And I'm finding out I'm beautiful
You're making me so beautiful
And I can see I'm beautiful
Cause you love me

-Jordin Sparks-

"u make me uglier for not loving me for who i am"

Valley Girl

2009-05-19T23:48:00.005+08:00

meet Lily Rhodes,
also known as Lily Van der Woodsen,

i just watched GossipGirl, Valley Girl episode,
which is the flashback of Lily's life in 80's,
way before she become Van der Woodsen,
or even met Rufus,

so,
we all heard about the spin-off,
which is obviously not about lil Jenny as what it might be
if we lookin back at the Novel spin-off, "the it girl".
but, it actually based on Lily character,
back to the 80's.

Judging from the Valley Girl episode,
i might say i luv it,
seems the show is not really outrage itself,
and plus,
i luv Brittany Snow play as young Lily,
Krysten Ritter as carol, - luv her style,
and Andrew McCarthy as their father, -oh Hot daddy!

so,
the 80's background,
the fashion n music,
added more spice to the drama itself,
coz for me,
it been too long since we hav new drama that is soo retro yet full with conflicts, as whut we been seen in GG,

i dont knoe bout u guys,
but i do luv if they really make the spin off,
and still remain the GG quality in it,
and i knew we hunger for more,

Present-time drama,
it just gettin boring,
n soo berangan!

no doubt special appearance in Valley Girl

Heall, back to retro,
where the drama is all black and white,

The Ex Lullaby

2009-05-18T19:59:00.003+08:00

Look inside,
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired,
so sick and tired of all the
hatred you harbor

So you say
It's not okay to be gay
Well I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who
can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get,
Do you get a little kick out of
being slow minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval your after
Well that's not how you find it

Do you,
Do you really enjoy living a
life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where
your soul should be
Your losing control of it and
it's really distasteful

You say
You think we need to go to war
well you're already in one
Cause it's people like you
who need to get slew
No one wants your opinion

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't
translate and it's getting
quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, Fuck you
Fuck you, Fuck you
Fuck you, Fuck you

yeah Lily Allen hav read my mind!

n tats for u!

After 2 years

2009-05-11T23:59:00.002+08:00

this month,
almost 2years, i been given u all my heart,
love u unconditionally,
devoted n loyal to u,

but for u,
its nothin, compared with all u have,
i just another person,
who just trow myself to u,
crazy, and obsessed with u,

2 years,
i waiting,
longing to give u my heart,
n keep waiting,

dear Cashmere,
when we met 4 years ago,
i was never liked u,
never hated u,
never noticed u,

u just one of the regular one,
nothin was special bout u,
boring,
and predictable,

but the friendship,
sincerely given,
that u was never judge me,
accept who i was,
and ur sweet attitude,
that always give attention,
remembering,
to anythin i said to u,

that is my reason,
why, i still waiting for over 2 years,
coz i knoe,
u worth more than anything i been pursue,

n i keep waiting....

only for u,

spare me a minute,
give a single chance,
to look in ur eyes,
hold ur hand,
close enough to read u,

i need a hook,
so u wont get away,
i need a look,
stuns u,
make u stay,
dont want to speak,
cause may came out wrong,
dont want to blink,
coz u might be gone,

Baju Kurung Putih

2009-05-02T22:49:00.004+08:00

An old lady in Baju kurung Putih,
came to to dockers,
just want to buy few trousers for her son,
but, bcoz she just an old lady,
malay,
and wearing simple Baju Kurung Putih,
with dull red flower motif on it,
they just ignored her,
even the word "welcome" might be enough,
but,
she got this look from the sales assistant,
"makcik, salah kedai ke?"

then came her son,
u got size ** for this one?
no! we dont,
without checking it 1st,

this one?
said the son,
hmm...maybe u should buy the regular one,
coz this is not for u,
said the SA.

really?
but the one i wear rite now,
is exactly the same type and pattern,
and it still got my size??!!

Nevermind,
just get me this one,
said the son,

the SA still make the face,
like the son and the old lady cant afford to buy anything,

the son: mak, i take this one la,
the lady: ok, why not u take another two?
yeah, sure.....

so, to the sales assistant,
let the son says this to u,

the old lady in simple white baju kurung,
buy:

Dockers LP-D2 : RM198
Dockers LP-D2: RM198
Dockers LP-D4: RM 198

Guess BUMFB shoes : RM 369

Guess kids: RM169

2- Topman printed shirt: RM146

Burberry The Beat edp: RM335

the old lady spent about RM1613,
only for one day,

and i wonder how much u make working as sales assistant at dockers?

plzlh, baru keje dockers, dh belagak!
at least treat ur customers,
bukan belagak,
buat muka babi,
and pandang sinis,
jgn fikir org melayu,
dh tua,
pakai baju kurung,

x mampu!

More Please!

2009-04-30T04:51:00.003+08:00

i knoe u guys probably think tat i such a desperate,
or horny, crazy stalker wutsoever....

well,
i do hav plenty of time this holiday,
so, wif internet as my only source of entertainment,
how can possibly i missed this cute guy on the net,

yeah,
my new crush,
and i dint even knoe him,
but i knoe from 1st time i saw that pic,
i fallin in luv....

owh,
affection,
and for one thing,
this cuties not one of my regular taste,
so, y i cant get enough of him?

maybe this might explain....

ohh,
if i one of the charmed ones,
ofcoz u will bewitch under my spell,
only afta i get bored wif my cashmere already,
so, let we call him,

"my sweet cotton candy"

yummy!

The Nanny

2009-04-28T03:56:00.007+08:00

she simply irresistible,
her irritating voice just added more spice to the show,
i was never been annoyed by her voice,
yeah,
"sengau is sexy"

well, evrytime i get home on holiday,
i will turn to hallmark channel on astro,
evry nite,
to watch my fav sitcom ever,
"the nanny"

well, its never get bored,
i can watch it over n over again,
even they showed the same episode, whutsoever..

owh, u guys should watch it,
there is no other sitcom nowadays that more or funnier than the 90s sitcom,
specially the nanny,
owh... i miss the time when a real good, funny sitcom, can really make u laugh,
its hard to find good sitcom like 90s nowadays,

click here for video

Sabbatical

2009-04-23T01:56:00.004+08:00

well, its not tat i really need those,
it just i been soo grumpy,
lazy,
and broadband-less,
for few days,

neway,
i wish i can be lot more fierce like those queer queen out there,
wish i can wore sumthin fancy like them,
be bold,
haha, not goin to happen since i like,
size 12 ?

owh, keep wishing, wihout doin the effort,
just get u more fatS,
dint they?

Melting....

2009-04-16T01:47:00.002+08:00

owhlala,

he soo hot,
i cant stop looking at him,
im totally in love wif him,

owhh....Micheal,
u r my fantasy!

guys, if u want more of him,
and i mean more!
just click the link below,

heall's new bf

toddles!

The Ex !

2009-04-07T04:13:00.002+08:00

well, hav u ever breakup wif ur bf/gf,
then, after the failed relationship,
u keep stalking his myspace/facebook ?

confession, im doing tat, often !
i knoe i will end-up hurt myself when evrytime open his page,
but i cant resist
curiosity?, isn't ?

arghh...u knoe, when u left sumone coz of his/her attitude,
coz they really2 not meant for u, not treated u well,
but then,
he/her got the look,
yeah, Hot, Sweet, n all that,.
will u ever regretted that u leave them ?
coz they hot ?

i felt that since i made tat decision,
i felt guilty,
loser, mostly,
u knoe, people like me,
its hard to get sumone who hav the complete package,
specially the looks,
and its killing me,
to look at my ex page,
seeing him wif new luver,
gettin hotter than before,

i felt stupid,
to let go sumone who i can never get,
i got my chance, n i blew it,
i dont think i ever get sumone hotter than him,
not from now...

bydway, he really sucks of being a good luver,
but he got the look !

"Wineville Chicken Coop"

2009-04-02T03:43:00.003+08:00

i just watched Changeling,
i been planned to watch it in cinema,
missed it, but i would said, its not my preferred genre,
coz i more enjoy watching chick flick or thriller muvies,
so, with it copy on my external drive,
and i was too boring,
(got too many assignment actually)
so, i tabahkn diri, tgklh, even it might be slow knn.

surprisingly,
seeing angie played as Cristine Collins,
it like real,
mcm i bole rase pe yg that character rasa,
gosh, it was great muvi,
really inspired, specially to women out there,
aside from angie in tat muvi,
i was really touch of the real story behind the muvi,
yeah, it was based on true story,
i mean its really happen,

so,

if u guys want to read more bout the real story behind the muvi,
just click this link
u should!

"Wineville Chicken Coop"

répondre à la chienne

2009-03-18T15:38:00.002+08:00

.....it means meet the bitch!

yeah, its been long since my real entry,
coz i been soo bz wif project and assignments,
so let me tell u a story,
let me call it

" the self centered fucking bitch"

well, she is one of my close frens,
close one!
i dont get why, she hav to be soo fucking selfish when its comes to
assignment/works submission,
then, spread the negative energy around her,
make others felt uncomfortable,

the story goes....

B : weyh, ak x siap lg la keje, cepat2, ak nk siapkn.

H : ak pun x siap, buat jelh, x yah nk kecoh2,
(imagine the negative aura she try to spread)

B : hishh... nape ko ambik tempat ak
(the seat infront is obviously empty)

H : duduk jelh depan, ape beza nya,
(so, we facing each other ugly faces)

few minutes later....while struggling finished our work.

H : K i lapar lh,
(wif normal voice)

B : bising la! bising la! x leh diam ke!!!!!! sibuk je lapar2 !!!
(imagine the negative aura....again)

H : eh, bkn ak ckp kat ko, bkn nyer ak bising kat ko pun.

B : ahhh, bising! dh la ambik tempat ak,

B : wireless ak elok je if ak duduk tmpt tu,
(ok, the distant of her seat is like 10cm ? )

H : sape suwoh lmbt dtg ?

B : bising la ko!!!!!!

H : BABI

so, i wonder, if any of u guys dint manage to finished ur work, will u make other people stress to??

imagine how stressed when i was wif her,
keep bubbling, cussing, cursing,
again, spread the negative energy on me!

then, she act like i was my fault, making stupid face,
ingnore me, even when i asking her POLITELY.

so, here to you Self Centered Bitch
i forgive u,
coz u r my fren

but plz dont let ur self guilty and ego eat u away,
coz that offer wont last long....
forgiveness can fades.

im back........

2009-03-14T03:01:00.003+08:00

im back........
guys, plz leave me ur link,
coz my link list sume dh ilang,
kena buat baru.....

will be back

2009-03-10T19:30:00.003+08:00

dear my fren and bloggers,

i will back,

SOON.....

just wait for the new me.

hahaha..

2009-03-01T02:43:00.000+08:00

Heall

is

slowly, moving out from here....

see u guys soon!

Cinta Agung Kah ?

2009-02-19T01:18:00.001+08:00

i love to watch love story,

call me jiwang or wuteva u ols want,

but i watch any luv movie i knoe,

regardless the genres, language, or anything,

coz i alwys believe, each of us, deserve an ultimate love,

cehh gitu,

so, i always get carried away when i watch those movies,

the good thing, they sway my mind,

into believe, that one day, i may find my prince charming,

yeah rite! i been waiting for 22 years now,

still, where my knight in shinning armor?

but still, i believe,

its possible that fat ponen like me,

will get a chance to be love and loved,

bak kata gusti putri laaa......

yeah!

i just back from PGLM III,

i dont knoe if u guy think it suck or whut,

but i enjoy the play,

coz i love any epic story,

no matter where it came from,

as for PGL,

grew up as JOWHOREian, i been told this story since i was kid,

yes, i proud of this so called tales,

since 1st time hear the story from my mum,

i always imagine, how the putri dresses, the dayang n istana,

haha, coz i love costumes, that the main reason why i love epic movie,

coz the costume was great, the music is diffrent, n u can berangan2 jd puteri,

so, PGLM III, ok lh,

i love the props and the dance, and the song,

since 3 EC alumni was involve in the play,

which, pat (the dance teacher)

and 2 my fren,

bff merul, n nabil as the pembesar,

itu jelah yg i kenal,

n my fav part - the intro, and nenek kebayan,

my fav song, tujuh syarat and tinta dewa,

my fav character in PGLM - bayan !!!

she is soo melerts, kudos for her!

"akn dinda nyusuri kanda ke kamar tidur"
Heall

The One That Got Away

2009-02-17T21:42:00.004+08:00

Would you spare me a minute give me a single chance
To look in your eyes let me hold your hand
I want to get close enough to read you, understand you
Open up your heart open up your mind
Nobody needs another stalker in your life
I'm only here to help you learn to love me, to know me

I need a hook so you won't be the one that got away
I need a look that stuns you makes you want to stay
Don't want to speak in case it comes out wrong
Don't want to blink cause in that second you could be gone
I need a twist to help me turn, turn this story around
I need a bridge to cross this dangerous ground
Meet me in the middle like
I want you to I gotta find your heart to shoot my arrow through

Did you see me staring you caught my eye
Don't turn around don't walk away

The night is young can we get together
Got so many questions feelings I can't explain
We're worlds apart don't even know your name
I'm longing to give you my heart

Turn around don't evaporate
Like you never came turn around
Don't be a ghost forever never there to haunt me
Sliding doors they aren't just on a train
We're alone on a platform in the rain
There's a chance and it won't come again
Turn around your whole life has changed

Birthday Bonanza !

2009-02-06T09:51:00.014+08:00

its still early for February,

and i hav a line up list of birthday boy, gurl, and ponen.

so, this birthday wishes goes to !

5 feb

my dear Bitch shieffa,

hehe, u r the best!

she always hav this funky outfit, strange accessories, and HoT bf,

she loves taking pics,

n ofcoz, bitching like crazy wif me,

hehe, u go girl !

6 Feb

waniey, the speed racer and the maps of kl girl !!

i would rather ride in old cranky car then riding wif her,

hoho, she the most nice person ever!

she always do me a favour,

and helpfull.

yeah! u goo gurl !

7 Feb

isn't he cute ?

hehe, this goes to my ponen fren,

thanks for everything.,

if i hadn't met u, i probably never meet my cashmere,

so, thank god i met u !

u goo gurl !

7 Feb

haa, dh tua dh abg long,

he been nice and a great fren to me since matric,

he is too penakut! specially ghost la knn.

and for me, he look lil bit like orlando bloom,

betul x?

but abg long declare he hav david beckcham look,

wuteva !!!

neway, i will always pray for ur health n future,

thanx for the frenship n happiness u giv 2 me, lol

HAPPY BIRTHDAY U OLS !!

Tun Fatimah

2009-02-04T22:00:00.004+08:00

well, nothin to do wif tun fatimah actually,

just a simple update,

coz my broadband mcm pukek siket!

so, last week i hav this trip to malaccccca!!!

wif all my studiomates!

yeah, i had fun, at least,

specially coz we hav free time/activities during the night,

so paham2 la u ols,

my studiomates !

*will update the pics later, maybe on myspace*

My Dirty Laundry

2009-01-28T12:49:00.002+08:00

ok u ols, evryone hav their own dirty laundry, dirty secret, hidden deep inside their closet,

some of them, maybe bout their addiction to porn, masturbation,

or maybe, drag verangan queen dlm bilik,

or maybe secret admires, minat org dr jauh.

and yg menakutkan, dead body.........or maybe a Dildo !

ok, my dirty laundry !

i knoe several guys from myspace,

then start to ym, until they said to me,

"i love u"

even we never met b4,

yeah! memang seronok n terharu when people said they soo in luv wif u,

but it was all based on lies !

yes, my dirty laundry,

that i luv to play wif guys mind, manipulate them, by telling lies,

and the lies keep piled up, until the emotion start to get involve!

i dont knoe how i goin to get out from this games i created,

i cant simply tell them tat it was all lies..matila meks !!!

evrything i told them was a lies, they dont even knoe me for real,

i dont realize im a good manipulate bitch until all this came out wrong !

argh.....poor guys,

now x tau camna nk ngaku n cite hal sebenar,

takut......

so, to u ols semua, careful of the games u played, coz it tend to get u caught in the middle,

now, my own dirty laundry hav become my nightmares!

"i not upset that u lie to me, i upset coz from now on i cant believe u"
Friedicth Nietche

"i try my best to not lie to me, but u r irresistible for me"
Heall

PRIOR NOTICE !

2009-01-25T04:16:00.005+08:00

Hav u ols come across a group of gurls, who think they blonde, bimbo, and speak english "london" style ??

do we really annoyed by their act, or soo jelous tat they hav d confident to speak english fluently,
and hav it in brit accent?

well, d truth is, i do felt jealous and envy for their confident to speak english in public,

and ofcoz to act Bimbolish as they can....

................

ok! finally i want to start bloging in english,

yeah, i knoe its kind lame, or maybe too late for,

for suddenly to start blogging in english,

but d truth is, i been studying at International university,

and my english seems to be rusty!!!

and i really need help, and i hav to train myself to get use to it!

not that we not learning english or whut in our U,

but since i taking design courses, and my subjects more into drawing, design n sketches,

my language skill including BM n English is gettin worse,

coz we not even use any formal language in our subjects,

coz its all about design, and again >> drawing.....

so here i thought that i can practice my english back,

since only i been writing on blog,

so, my dear blogger frens n readers,

plz, correct me if i wrong,

don't slam me coz the bad language or grammar,

but help me, to be better writer,

speacially to rick, mike, dickie, shamil, aliya,

i really need guide from u ols,

coz ur english Rocks! (motif ??? xde ayat)

hehehe....

occay u ols,

hope u ols can help me,

NEXT

dear KS,

i really miss u soo Muchhh!!!

we're worried bout u,

plz, tell us, if u hav any problems,

we still ur fren, n we still here for u,

i love u, and miss u,

we all miss u,

we knoe u bz wif ur final sem,

n good luck finals, thesis n evrything,

"all on my body is real"
KS

"anything my fren choose to be, or to be with, its ok wif me, as long we still fren"
Heall

worth waiting for........

2009-01-18T15:42:00.006+08:00

7DEADLY : LUST

I just had a long weekend,

Sinful, fun, and excited,

I just got fever,

My legs cramp,

I felt accountable,

I may regret for whut I hav done,

But one thing I certainly knoe,

“Having sex with someone u luv, is worth waiting for”

chann,,,,,channn...change !

2009-01-09T01:13:00.002+08:00

(giselle-from ugly kid to supermodel)

stalking on other blogger blog, i ols tgk semua org bz dgn azam baru segala,

honestly u ols, i x pernah sibuk2 nk berazam baru, but sumtime, bile org tanye,

"ape azam tahun baru u ?"

i jwb dgn mudah, nk kurus, nk diet, nk blaja lebih bagus,

but the truth is, i never meant it,

x tau la nape,

maybe coz i ols fikir, tahun baru, bezanye cume pd nama dan no,

hari yg kite lalui, still sama,

same person, same food, same environment,

terlintas i ols,

kenapa azam cume ad pd tahun baru ?

nape x pd bila2 masa ?

nape kena tunggu tahun baru? y not berubah skrg,

owh, alasan....

tp, realiti yg kite lihat,

when comes to new year, people do change,

kenapa ? i ols still x paham,

sedangkn dey ols bole berubah bile2 masa,

well, maybe its call a fresh start,

tahun baru itu,

jadikn as kayu pengukur utk memulakn yg baru,

maybe lumrah, bila ad sumthin berlaku, baru nk tergerak,

bila new year, baru nak mulakn hidup baru,

herankn, beza 2008 n 2009,

cume pd nama tarikh saje,

tp, matahari, bumi, jisim, semua nya x pernah berubah pun,

maybe manusia perlukn sesuatu impak utk mereka berubah,

mcm lembut yg ditarik, bila dipukul, baru nk gerak,

bila hayat diukur oleh umur,

manusia jadi lupe,

ajal itu dtg x kira usia,

masa u ols nk berubah diambang tahun baru tu,

tuhan tetap bole ambik nyawa,

tp, perubahan itu juge baik,

cume pd i ols, kenapa kena tungu new year ?

"change is growth, both intelectual and emosional"
Joyce Brothers

"change for yourself, for being better, not for being aged, or left out by trends"
Heall

BON VOYAGE 2008 !

2009-01-04T03:39:00.014+08:00

Happy New Year u ols,

well, x sangka, kejap je dh 2009,

waaa... sedih, makin hari makin tua,

byk lg benda nk buat,

ajal pulak, bila2 dtg,

so, selagi kite sihat, buat la ape yg kite idam2kn,

sebenarnye, selama i ols duk kat kl ni,

x pernah lg sambut new year,

bukanlh eager sgt nk sambut,

tp, at least merasalh sambut kat KL ni,

hmm, jb n KL, same jahh...

so, b4 start new year ni,

i ols nk igt balik, antara benda2 best yg berlaku dlm hidup iols in 2008

dpt je slr, i ols terus ke Paris, cehh,

actually tahun i ols pertama kali jejak kaki kat france,

pic eifel ni, i ols ambik guna slr yg baru dpt b4 travel ittuew,

ini lak kat swiss, actually mase cuti sem 08 tue,

i ols travel 6 negara europe,

among all the places, swiss paling heaven,

i mean real heaven on earth !

coz tmpt2 die sgt lawa n peaceful,

ni kat holand, jgn x percaya, pic ni my mum yg ambik,

umur die 60, and pandai guna slr yea,

the death of our house Princess,

"kecik" our famly cat,

kucing paling diva dlm dunia, tido air-cond, tilam sendiri,

mkn die RM8 per can, colar yg over2, mainan yg berlambak,

she was our spoil brat !!!

even masa mati ditaman besama2 zara ! pecite ???

kite ad kain kapan Dior ??

lawatan ke putrajaya besama2 classmates,

kalo u ols nk tau, selama putrajaya siap,

i ols x pernah lg jejak kaki kat sana,

tahun lepas lh baru 1st time i ols pegi sana, huhu...

pukek2 yg sgt sporting !

and my cashmere,

now, it seems like its almost over,

yah, dipenuhi masalah,

but i not goin to give up,

kain yg mahal mcm cashmere ni, kena jaga betul2,

n rebut bila peluang ada,

so, jgn pikir peluang u ols dh terbuka !

"Cheer to New year, and another chance for us to do it right"
Oprah Winfrey

"its not number we count, its our soul that should be renewed"
Heall

call me EATER

2008-12-28T23:00:00.011+08:00

huhu, sory u ols, lama x update, line celcom ni buat hal,

so, i ols x dpt nk update, coz tersgt la lembab utk upload pic segala,

ni pun i ols gigih menungu,

so u ols, last week, mencatatkn hari yg paling byk i ols mkn kat luar,

mostly wif my pukek fren misz mizah n zati m,

from isnin, mkn tenpayki, pastu nasi ayam la, mkn tepi kubur(org gombak taula)

mcm2 tmpt we ols mkn, semua nyer mkn kat luar,

tp, the best tmpt yg we ols mkn, 1st flying chilies kat the garden,

ni lh pukek dua org ittuew,

zati M bersama mocktail Lychee mint, sedap u ols....

and tempat kedua yg we ols mkn paling best,

steamboat kat tok sabak, tmn melati.

ni 1st time we ols try kat sini,

rupenyer dey ols wat buffet,

heaven u ols, all the kerangs2 n seafood, terdampar gitu je,

dh la fresh, then u ols grilled lh sendiri, heaven !!

"food is our common ground, its a universal experience"
James Beard

"i luv food, i love laxatives, more after that"
Heall

call me SUPERMODEL ?

2008-12-22T22:50:00.010+08:00

Sory u ols,

line broadband celcom ni wat hal sket, ni pun i ols update kat kolej i ols,

so u ols,

aritu i ols ad wat photoshoot dgn kak Giebam,

if u ols nk contact die,

tgk je link die kat list tepi ni,

so, inilah hasil photoshoot berikut,

komen u ols ???

look pertama, tema nyer FUTURE LOVERS

ni lak GLOWING LIGHTS, n ini lah shoot i ols yg paling susah skali,

coz i ols kena pegang lampu liplap tue, sgt panas u ols,

"ko feeling2 sket dgr punyi slr ni dek"
Giebam

"tiada kata kali inni, line lembab !"
Heall

call me EGYPTIAN QUEEN

2008-12-17T04:27:00.002+08:00

ok u ols, ni sbnrnyer tag dr miss arina,

aritu die tag i ols, x sempat nk buat, n ni die tag lg skali,

so i ols buat la, thanks arina coz sudi tag i ols,

1) DO U THINK U HOT ?

well, i ols rasa setiap org punyer kecantikan masing2, i ols x lah perasan hot, but setakat ni i ols yakin dgn diri sendiri, biar pun org kate bdn i ols mcm sherk, at least u ols tgk jugak kat tv kan. siap ade sequel lg, so, pedie u ols, maka i ols rasa i ols medium2 hot, coz x leh ad ramai sgt ratu dlm dunia ni.

2) UPLOAD FAV PIC OF U

pic atas tu uols, natap lah ko puas2, but plz, jgn jadikan modal yea...

modal ape ? modal idea utk next pic u ols, jgn pikir kotor ya,
tau la i ols hot, matilaaa...

3) Y U LIKE TAT PIC ?

haruslh u ols, x senang nk jadik mummy or egyptian queen tau, ambik masa yg sgt lama tau, naik lebam kelopak mata ni menangung make-up n bulu mata ittuew,
terlaksana jugak hajat nk jadik egyptian queen,

u ols ada ?

4) LAST TIME ATE PIZZA ?

ari ahad aritu u ols, masa wat sleepover kat rumah i ols,

5) LAST SONG U LISTENED TO ?

circus by britney spears, hehe, harus i ols berangan2 pop queen,

6) WHAT U DOIN RITE NOW BESIDE THIS ?

berangan n msg2 my cashmere,

7) WHUT NAME U PREFER BESIDE URS ?

ofcoz Heall atau sebutanyer hill, x pun mariskha, jumba-jumba, malika-malika, dumm...
(matilaa nama egyptian i ols)

ok u ols, sampai disini sajork, malez i ols nk tag sesiapa,

"my honour was not yielded, but conquered merely"
Cleopatra

"boys said, put ur make-up on when they felt u ugly, then they ask u to clean ur make-up when u too beautiful for him"
Heall

call me RETRO CHIC

2008-12-15T02:32:00.010+08:00

so, agak lama gak lh i ols x update blog ni,

dh ad sket debu2 halus,

fuuhhh.... i ols tiup,

nah ! hambek u ols, entry baru,

well, ofcoz kalo u ols tgk enrty bwh nie, last friday 2 of i ols punyer besties caleberate,

dey ols nyer B'day yg ke 20,

to Arif, sory i ols x dpt ke KL, menghadiri u ols nyer WHITE PARTY

so, tingal syazwan je B'day boy yg ad kat jb nie,

jadik, we ols yg serpihan d jb nie, clebrate lerr b'day dier kat sini,

simple je, just 5 of us, simple cake, but fine dine gittuew, coz duit sume duk humbat kat mkn,

kat mana we ols mkn ? kat jln Dhobby,

it was RETRO,

sgt retro,

lihat interior restoran ni, sgt retro kn, tmpt dier memang melerts,

juice dier memang heaven,

mkn pun hokeh, tp pastikn duit u ols berkepuk2 dulu,

coz agak mahal, tp sgt woth it,

n masa we ols dtg pun, full house,

so, afta mkn n minum* kat sittuew,

we ols pun berangkat ke cs, ingt nk tgk muvi,

tp, tiba2 tukar plan g karok pulak,

ops, ni karok ker clubing u ols ???

tp we ols semua have so much fun !!!

seronok bagai, x ingt dunia gitu,

pas karok, mcm biasa, we ols singah SS utk mengisi perut,

sambil mencuci mata (yg wajib lg penting)

n kat sana we ols jumpe senior fieqa n amir lokman,

melerts u ols,

sgt goddess n chantek,

sembah ratu sket u ols,

bangga dpt kenal n jumpe mereka2 yg sgt berbakat n berjaya,

"and in the end, its not the years in your life that count, its the life in your years"
Abraham Lincoln

"guy loves u when u look good, guy hates u when u feels good "
Heall

call me TWENTIESISSY

2008-12-12T01:07:00.007+08:00

I ols nk wish a very happy Birthday to my sweet, dearest, segala,

SYAZWAN

&

ARIF EDDY

WISH U OLS, ALL THE BEST !!!

biatch

"a secret to staying young, is to live honestly, eat slowly, and lie about ur age"
Lucille Ball

"age symbolize how long u have lived, ur ass show how many man u have slept with"
Heall

call me ZAZA KUEH

2008-12-10T15:05:00.003+08:00

well, zaza kueh bukanlh name i ols,

tp nama gelaran yg diberikn kpd one of my best fren,

Amirul Dzarif b. Kerya
(click name die utk myspace dier)

well, merul ni antara we ols ber5, specialty die, ialah menyanyi,

suara die memang melerts u ols,

bukak lh MS dier, u ols leh dgr suara die,

motif entry ni sbnrnye coz i ols rindu giler kat merul ni,

dh lama x jumpe dier, hmm lepas i ols balik europe kot, or raya,

i ols teringt lg masa i ols g KL, 1st time tanpa "warga tua"

x sangka we ols bole having fun kat KL,

the whole day, dgn naik keretapi rosak,

monorel tutup, carik bus, sgt adventurous,

it was the best days of my life,

then ingt lg masa form 3, we ols gado coz merul baling bola kat kpala i ols,

i ols rasa dgn merulh i ols byk bergumbira, main masak2 kat rumah die, drag sama,

even we ols pernah buat B'day party sama2 masa form 3 dulu,

and it was a wild one !!!!

bayangkn masa form 3 we ols dh padai wat party liar,

n until now, takde siapa among kwn2 we ols yg bole lwn party tu,

Merul, i miss u so much !!!

i ols harap u ols happy2 slalu, and good luck in evrything k.

luve u,

"it takes a long time to grow an old friend"
John Leonard

"Man best for ur bed, friends best for evrything except bed"
Heall

call me FATTY PATTISON

2008-12-07T04:57:00.002+08:00

melerts.... semua ngah gilerkn edward dr citer twilight ni,

ok, but entry ni, i ols taknak citer pape pasal bf baru i ols,

coz, entry ini adalh TAG !!!!!!

so u ols, tag ni i ols reka sendiri, lain sikit dr yg lain...

so, biar i ols terangkn peraturan nyer,

i ols akan mulakn dgn satu cerita,

contoh : "pg td ak termimpi edward"

then, u ols, bloggers2 sent i ols komen, sambungkn ayat di atas supaya menjadi cerita,

cth: "pg td ak termimpi edward" pastu org pertama yg komen entry ni sambung,

"tiba2 rasa mcm seluar yg ak pakai basah pulak"

then, next reader yg baca, sambung pulak cerita tu, dibwh komen org td,

so, maksudnyer, i ols mulakn cerita,

then u ols semua sambung cerita tu, melalui komen u ols utk entry ni,

n next reader, wajib sambung citer org yg komen td,

n kite lihat ape kesudahan citer tue,

n org2 yg i ols nk TAG ialah:

1. JIM
2. DICKIE
3. ALIYA
4. AKMA
5. ARINA

(u ols bole buat ayat mula sendiri)

yg lain kalo nak wat pun bole......

n my story begins,

"pekara ni, semua berlaku tiba2, i x pernah pun tefikir akn terjumpa dgn die, dan........

so, to all my readers, skrg tugas anda utk sambung cerita diatas

call me MARISKHA

2008-12-03T16:01:00.014+08:00

okay, here are my confession, i totally addicted to vampire movies,

bukan la nk jadik cliche coz skrg tgh hot pasal twilight ittuew,

but, dr dulu lg i ols minat giler kat cerita2 vampire ni,

n character yg i ols paling minat ialah, Mariskha from van Helsing punyer citer tue,

vouge sgt, n melerts...

motif i ols minat kat vampire ? haha, actually, dr kecik lg i ols suka tgk character2 jahat ni,

villain lar katenyer,

dr catwomen, poison ivy, mytic, wihelmena slater, or even witch2 dlm fairy tale,

haha, dr kecik lg i ols slalu beragan jadik witch yg jahat, x tau la nape,

maybe coz dey ols punyer costume lawa2, n ofcoz power dorg memang superb,

me as the vouge version of ursula the witch

well, if ikut sejarah, vampire ni x lah mcm mana yg kite sume tgk kat muvi2 skrg,

ofcoz, back then they were ugly wif their fang and all, but obsession to this mystical behaviour,

which drinking blood, out of human body was considered as sexual pleasure,

which is sexy to some people,

haha, tats y lh vampire modern sume vouge2 belaka,

neway, in some culture pulak, dorg memang depict that vampire ni adlh dewa-dewi

yg diusir oleh king of gods, so, bila turun ke bumi, dey ols x bole makan mknan biasa,

n udara n cahaya di bumi x sama, hanya darah yg bole buat dorg hidup,

then, dorg disumpah supaya x bole tgk matahari, coz king of gods, normally dikenali

as god of sun, eg: Ra from ancient egypt,

so, coz dey ols was dewa-dewi, haruslh dey ols semua sexy2, gud looking as often said,

vampires always have godess look, and coz of the passion for blood, dey ols,

pandai menjadi sexy, mengoda manusia utk darah,

coz nafsu ialah kelemahan manusia yg utama,

but ini semua hanyalh hayalan semata,

click sini utk history of vampire

so, kat bwh ni antara2 cerita vampire yg i ols suka n pernah tgk,

even x fully vampire, but still ad, and hugh is soo hot !

brad pitt sgt melerts dlm citer nii...

lihat, looks can kill.

aaliyah, gosh !! she hot, i ols minat giler, n sexy...

blade, hehe i ols suka ryan reynolds dlm citer ni...

and ofcoz yg terbaru, twilight, but movie nie more bout love than vampires,

well, if ikut novel betul2 ofcoz lg gempak, but its ok, coz edward....

so, im proudly presents to u ols, my new bf, afta anakin skywalker.

owhlala, i ols rasa mcm nk mms je pic ni kat mum i ols di mekah, coz nk minatak die doakn i ols dpt bf mcm edward/robert pattison sorg, aminn...

"look after my heart, i've left it for u"
edward cullen

"yes dear, i will"
mariskha heall

Call me MIA PARADOX

2008-12-01T10:24:00.005+08:00

motif ? konon nyer nk tukar nama baru,

gituh...

sajork je u ols, i suka wat entry dgn tajuk yg x kena ngena ngan entry,

so, baru2 ni u ols tau kn i dpt award from dickie, "most confident" katenyer,

well, its been my pleasure to receive that award,

n thanks u ols coz support blog i ols,

n x lupa juge mereka yg megeji,

so, bila tgk balik award tue, i ols tefikirlh, confident ker ak nih,

owh, i deserve it ??? mcm x percaya, apenyer la yg i ols confident sgtss ni ?

well, maybe kot i ols confident, but i ols harap tahap confident i ols tidak sampai menjadi annoying kpd u olss,

neway, maybe i ols most confident kat blog ni, but u ols lom jumpe lg, mereka yg confident dlm hidup i ols,

my bestest fren ever ! well, i ols rasa confident i ols ni, hanyalh serpihan dr confident2 dey ols,

bangga i ols dgn kwn2 i ols ni, masing2 confident, tahap lebih dewa dewi,

maybe coz we ols EC breed kot, coz ape yg i ols perhatikn, kebykn ponen2 dr EC ni,

haruslh confident ala2 paris hilton pegi giant pakai dress couture,

tp, entry kali ni, i ols bukan nk gaybang kwn2 sendiri,

but nak citer, kdg2 over confident ni nyakitkn hati org lain,

ofcoz la, bila tahap confident seorg manusia tu dh menjulang langit, hidung dh kembang sampai nampak bulu idung,

muka tiba2 ala godess memakai veil, jln masuk ke mamak,

catwalk ala2 tyra x cukup lemak,

mulut lahar laknat ngutuk org yg kurang confident dr mereka,

n ofcoz, muka menjadi setebal kulit kacang, megurutu, bergaris, n x sedor2 ko tu dtg dr tanah !...

(motif i ols nk ayat2 pelik ? x tau lh, maybe confident u ols paham ape yg ditulis)

bg i ols, confident tu bagus utk diri sendiri, tp bila dh over, anoyying pulak,

perlu ke kite confident sgt, sampai apa yg kite ckp, mesti nyakitkn hati org,

perlu ke bila, nampak org yg hodoh dr kita, kite carut2 mereka ?

ntah2 dorg yg dicarut2 ittuew lebih bahagia dr kita,

sumtimes, i ols tgk, org2 yg confident nie, over sgt tahap cipan, gaban tenuk,

sampai jd fake ! coz selalu sgt nk letak diri lebih tinggi dr org lain,

habis bersembur air liur, kerna asyik megah dgn diri sendiri,

n worse, bila sampai tahap mereka2 cerita, yes u ols, kalo u ols nk dgr cerita2 gempak lg hot,

jgn tgk GG, tp, u ols dgrlh cerita dr mereka2 yg over confident dr u ols, harus menarik cerita fiction dey ols,

selain ittuew, owh... yg i ols paling kagum tentang dey ols,

mereka seperti mahluk tuhan yg paling seksi

"im hot, im hot, im hot, chantek ke kau.........! mak lg chantek",

"mesti lh meks lg hot dr dier"

"eww, bf hot, tp muka couple die hodoh, baik couple ngan ak"

"eish, Heall tue, dh la gemuk, ad hati nk cashmere yg hot tu, ingt bole dpt ke? berangan je.."

hmm... x tau la bape gantang dosa dey ols, bila tiap kali mention ayat lazim diatas.

perlu ker u ols nak rendahkn org lain semata-mata u ols nk lebih tinggi dr org lain ?

heran, adakah tahap confident ini, kite dpt dgn carut n pandang rendah org lain,

n ade jugak miss2 over confident ni, yg buat hal, mcm lh dey ols tue perfect sgt,

mcmlh bila u ols nk merajuk tarik muka, mereka2 yg disangka berada di bwh tahap confident nyer ittuew nk pujuk dey ols,

well, confident ittuew bagus, tp jgnlh salah gunakan.

n for entry ni, i ols bukanyer CONFIDENT nak mencarut org lain,

tp, sekali guss mengajar diri sendiri, atau ingtkn diri sendiri,

supaya, tahap confident i ols, jgnlh sampai jd mcm tu sekali,

"too many people overvalue what they are NOT, and undervalue what they are"
Leib Lazarow

DICKME BY DICKIE

2008-11-29T15:36:00.003+08:00

haha, sajork saja wat tajuk mcm ni, well, dikala i ols sudah ketandusan idea nak wat entry baru,

dpt pulak awards dr dickie,

hehe, thanx u ols,

i ols terharu !

hehe, inilh award yg i ols dpt,

Kamu Mesti Jawab

2008-11-27T14:33:00.002+08:00

so u ols, dikala i ols kebosanan menjaga cashier ni, i ols nk tanyer u ols satu soalan,

i ols nk u ols semua sumbagkn pendapat, n better lg, if u ols dpt ceritakn pengalamn u ols,

so, soalan nyer,

sejauh mana u ols tau that "love is blind"

mcmana u ols interpreted term ittuew ???

betul ke love is blind, memang wujud ke, if ad, mana bukti nyer ?

detail plz, afta u ols semua jwb n bg komen utk soalan diatas,

i ols akn buat satu entry, my own interpretation of "love is blind"

khazanah di dlm beG ! (tag by dickie)

2008-11-23T03:11:00.007+08:00

dickie dear, sory i ols wat tag u ols lewat,

coz cuti nie, bz sket, maklumlh ponen berkerjaya kannn....

so u ols, ini lh beg i ols,

beg MNG yg i ols beli 2-3 tahun lepas, from 400 i ols dpt discount 180 jah...

dh inilh beg yg i ols bawa kehulu hilir,

ape yg ad kat dlm beg i ols ?

nah... benda2 yg x pernah i ols kuarkn dr beg ni, unless dh x perlukn lg,

kalo sesiapa bukak beg i ols, x kisah la polis ke, org muvi ker, inilh yg u ols akn jumpe,

ape die ???

cd madonna, huhu even album lama, but i ols suka sgt dgr, kalo drive keboringan, bukak je,

n feeling2 dance, mp3 dikala keperluan, cermin mata, sajork nk lawa2....

keperluan wajib, wallet yg penuh dgn discount cards, tv mobile utk no clcom, n samsung F480 for maxis no.

keselamatan, keselesaan, dan kebersihan, perlu dibawa kemana2 sahaja,

yg bentuk bomb tu perfume ye u ols, iaitu senjata pertama yg perlu diguna kn sebelum mengunakn senjata yg lain,

perfume flower bomb by viktor n rolf ni i ols beli masa kat paris,

belum ad lg kat malaysia, hiks...

sarung prune tu lak i ols beli kat london, guna vending machine jah... harus i ols borong byk2

coz x de akak cashier nk pandang2 semcm mcm kat watson.

so, itu lh yg ad dlm beg i ols, but kdg2 tu penuh dgn coklat or makanan ringan, maklumlh....

remaja, hormon mkn tgh membuak !

daa~

aBs, sEx pax, n Global Warming !

2008-11-17T23:00:00.007+08:00

hye u ols, lama dh i ols mendiamkn diri,

sory, bz sgt semenjak balik jb, hehe, kena jaga cashier kat restoran baru famly i ols,

pastu, bodban wat masalh pulak,

hish... mcm2 betul..

now, im back.....

so, kembali ke entry i ols kali ni,

abs, hmm siapa yg x suka ?

baik cik ki, nox, nyah, gayboy, n str8 guy pun, semua suka abs,

specially, 6 pax, hmm..... but i ols prefer pangil sex pax, or perut belongkang....

so, mereka2 yg minat lelaki sexy sebegini, i ols nk tanyer, ape yg u ols komen,

bila u ols tgk pic mcm bwh ni kat frenster or myspace ??

then u ols taste sgt kat perut berlongkang tu,

ape yg u ols komen kat pic de ?

well, x kisah la pape u ols nk komen,

but, i ols just nk bg pendapat,

from ape yg i ols perhatikan....

u ols, ingt lg abg M ? from entry new version of gay.

well, aritu i ols tgklh pic2 de yg hot2 belaka ittuew,

haruslh pic x pakai baju, tunjuk body de yg hot segala,

hehe,,,,,

dulu, i tgk komen die semua jenis yg str8 foward,

berani mati gittuew,

"sexy la body u"

"nak bole, ? nak jilat"

"abg, nk jumpa, nak main dgn bg"

kemudian, pattern komen2 itu berubah arah,

"huyooo....bro, ko g gym ke ? camna nak dpt body mcm tu ? jom jumpe, leh ko train ak sampai dpt body camtu"

-u ols rasa ape niat sebenar komen diatas???-

kemudian,

"cantik la pic u, u ni model ke"

"eh, u ambik pic ni pakai camera ape? nice la.... lol"

-motif tanyer pasal camera???-

"eh, cantik la seluar u, beli kat mana"

then ad lak yg mcm ni,

"background unik la, kat mana u ambik pic ni"

-sah2 background kat toilet or bilik, lg nak tanyer-

n terbaru lak,

"cute la u ni"

"stylo la bro"

"nice pic, nice pose"

so........ i ols nk tanyer, apakah kena mengena pose, style, segala dgn pic, yg sah2 pose berdiri TEGAK, dpn CERMIN, ape lak yg cute, kalo sah2 msg n motif yg ingin disampaikn melalui pic itu adalh, "lihatlh abs ak, sexy kan?"

so, u ols tau kn, komen2 berbunyi sebegitu, sebenarnyer just cover jah..

konon nyer nak nampak baik n suci kepada pemilik pic ittuew td.

konon nyer bole tunjuk diri yg baik, supaya konon nyer pemilik pic itu bole jatuh hati kat hati budi n kesopanan dey ols,

konon nyer, X nampak mcm dey ols desperate sgt, padahal dey ols nk sgt jilat or main dgn pemilik abs itu.....

kann.....menutup muka dgn purdah, tp penuh dgn suntikan botox !

so, i ols tanyer la pendapat abg M,

die kate, x kisah org nk komen ape,

tp die tau org tertarik dgn pic tu, bkn sebab background or seluar yg die pakai,

sedangkn niat de ambik pic tu, semata2 nk show off de nyer abs,

lol.........

neway, abs abg M, sgt meletop ! siapa die ? rajin2lh stalk myspace i ols,

tadaa...

e.M.p.T.y

2008-11-13T07:43:00.003+08:00

so, here i am...back to an empty house,

hmm....sepjg peljlnan ke jb, i ols duk terfikir, mcm2 plan nk buat balik jb ni,

nk jumpe kwn2, nk g vac, nk hang out, shopping, segala..........

but sudenly, pg ni bgun, i ols rasa kosong,

ntah la, maybe b4 this bgun je terus terjah ke kelas, or maybe bgun lambat siapkn asignment,

n then bgun kul 4 ptg, mkn...... segala, tido.

tiba2 rasa kosong............

bila bgun tido pd hari pertama cuti,

x de siapa kat rumah,

parents i ols dh kuar keje, ever dey ols dh over 60s,

abg i ols dh lama tingal rumah mentua dgn baby baru die,

but just 4 while, sementara tungu hari,

well, my so called perfect life, tiba2 kosong,

all the excited plans mcm takde makna lg,

terus x de mood,

hmm...bila x cuti, sibuk nk cuti,

but hari pertama cuti dh rasa bosan,

b.o.s.a.n

too Little efforT, too much to Celebrate !!!

2008-11-06T22:00:00.019+08:00

wallet i ols sudah dijumpaiiiii......

MERDEKA !

cehh.... itu pun girang gemirang ?

we, arini i ols habis menjawb final,

hehe, menjwb paper nan satu ni....lama dh tungu nak jwb,

lihat itu, satu je final,

hehe, jgn terkejut tgk subjek2 yg i ols ambik,

huhu, seronok, next destination, HOME, JB sweet jb, x saba nk jumpe the joWHORE ~rian,

x sabar nk tgk restoran baru famly i ols, hehe, x sabar nk jg cashier, boleh ninting,

then, balik jb ni, i ols akn hantar parent i ols mengerjakn haji,

akhirnye impian dey ols tercapai,

sepatutnyer i ols ikut skali, mcm g umrah dulu.

but x bersedia la....

maknenyer raya aji ni x de ketupat laaa kat rumah i ols,

u ols doakn parent i ols selamat k,

dan tentang b'day party i ols, huhu, tungu naa, bff i ols ni very d diva,

semua bz n ad mcm2 program, so i ols kena tungu masa yg semua bff i ols free,

n jgn risau, i ols akn jemput u ols dtg,

nantikn invitation yer....

i ols akn cube sedaya upaya utk organize party yg meriah.....

xoxo

Tag by Kandryxx and Mr Flurry

to kandryxx sory i ols lambat buat tag u ols,

and now.....

nah !!! hambek ko,

what were u doing 5 years ago ?

mase ni i ols masih lg di english college, belajar dan belajar.....
kat sini lh i ols menjadi diri skrg, kwn2 and senior byk yg membentuk i ols,
i ols x nyesal pun masuk EC n jadi mcm ni,
i have the best!!! time in my life,

what were the 5 things on your to do list today ?

1. exam, final n the only paper i ols ambik,
2. tido n tido,
3. updated blog,
4. packing brg2,
5. party planning, ceh.....

5 snaks that i really enjoy ?

1. Cadbury chocolate - black forest
2. Belgium chocolate - truffle
3.popcorn
4. fresh prune -opss (refer entry fresh or dried)
5. lady godiva chocolate,

5 jobs that u enjoy ?

1. interior designer,
2. jaga cashier kat restoran famly sendiri, ( gaji bebas, waktu keje bebas)
3. ambik2 gambar,
4. berangan
5. porn director

chi-chi the ultimate porn director... my muse.

5 people i want to meet ?

1. chi-chi larue
2. geselle
3. john galliano
4. anna wintour
5. lee dong wook ???? (bole jee)

fuhhh....penat nyer menjawab soklan tag nii....
then a tag by mr flurry... 7 things yg pelik bout i ols,

1. memanglh i ols pondan, tp i ols x minat pakai make-up, if pakai pun i ols nak yg pelik2 or funky mcm pic bwh ni.

2. evrytime i ols tgk muvi, antara benda yg i ols suka tgk, ilah costume, suker sgt, lagi2 citer2 yg pakai costume pelik2, coz dr dulu lg i ols berangan nk sambut halloween, hehe, that y i ols suke tgk citer epic ! then i ols obsessed dgn couture,

3. i ols susah nk kenal org, sumtimes name Bff sendiri pun i ols terlupa, inikan pula org yg i ols baru jumpe sekali, so, if u ols jumpe i ols kat luar, n i ols x perasan just tegur je, i ols x sombong, cume x geti nk ingt org.

4. i ols suka ckp sorg2, sumtime sgt ting-tong, i ols x pandai nyayi, so, kdg2 i ols akn humming lg2 yg i ols minat, itu pun mcm xde bunyi lagu tu,

5. i ols sgt lah suka shopping dan shopping, sampai habis duit segala. sumtime baju tu x de size i ols pun i ols beli jugak.

6. i ols sgt takut benda meletop, belon , pam tayar pun i ols takut letup, tukar bateri pun i ols takut letop, lappy bukak lama2 pun i ols x berani, takut letup, main mercun lglh, x pernah i ols sentuh mercun seumur hidup, coz takut meletop.

7.n lastly i ols sgt suka no 7, x tau lh nape, buat gile2 suka no 7, coz bday i ols 17, cashmere 7, no rumah 7, semua no dlm hidup i ols ad kena mengena dgn 7.

so, sampai disini saja........ jb, im back...

Lost Item !!

2008-11-03T12:47:00.007+08:00

arghhhhh.......

i ols lost my wallet,

sundels, maybe i ols dh gile n ting~tong, coz i ols x tau pun mana i ols letak,

semua tempat dh cari, dlm keta, kat bilik, dlm locker, dlm tong sampah !!

segala ceruk i ols dh puas mencari, x jumpe,

waaaaa.........

ini 2nd time, sem yg sama pd tahun lepas, waktu yg lebih kurang, situasi yg sama,

warghhhh, nape ni ? annual lost day for my wallet kah !!!

well, duit dlm tu i ols x kisah langsung, yg penting my ic, lesen, n semua important cards...

hmm.. antara valueable yg ad dlm tu,

my topman card yg poin dh tersgt byk, n tingal nak redeem 2nd time, then utk claim my b'day voucher.... 20% u ols !!

my esprit card jugak, belom claim lg b'day treat,

my j-card, well x lah penting sgt, tp malas la nk wat yg baru !!!!!

mykad.......huarghhhh malez nk wat lg, 2nd time, mahal, sundel je,

lesen keta segala............

u ols, doakn i jumpe my wallet k, susah hidup,

semua important cards ad dlm tue, segala lah,

contact no org2 penting, biz cards, receipt, voucher, hmmm...

MS READ card pun ad, camna nk drag?

camna nak cur....

camna nk jwb satu2nyer paper i ols khamis ni ? matric card x de,

RECYCLE BOYFRIEND !

2008-10-30T07:00:00.005+08:00

huhu..mlas dh nk layan org x civilized,

org2 gile yg baru pandai guna internet, eager sgt nk mengutuk segala,

but, benda ni semua x menghalag utk i ols terus berblogging....

uitt...

u ols ad bf x? or pernah ad bf ?

well, i ols ad satu cerita, a fren of mine, not so close Bff laa,

but kenal n agak rapat lh jugakk....

so, he ols ni baru dpt bf baru, gorges, hot, n perfectlh,

its like u ols dpt a dream guy, siap ajak duduk sama2 n evrything,

but, a week afta dey ols couple, my fren mula dpt calls from the guy eXss, frens, n his own housemate,

dey all keep ckp tat this guy not a very good guy, then barulh mcm2 cerita kuar,

beberapa pekara yg die dpt tau bout new bf die:

1. die nyer housemate pun ex die,

2. then afta break dey ols still duduk serumah, n aktiviti dirumah diselangi oleh beberapa 3some wif masing punyer scandal, alasan dey all - we ols single,

3. owh, u knoe whut, die sgt ramai adik angkat, n semua adik angkat die pernah kena angkut dgn die, lepas puas dpt sex, tingal dorg gitu je,

4. cerita diatas telah disahkn afta my fren ni call several org yg pernah jadik mangsa2 bf die ni, n ad antara mereka pernah menjadi lelaki tulen, tp telah dibengkokn yee.

5. eXs kepada bf die......18 org, scandal ???

6. n bf die nie... bedal je semua org, dr pondan, adik2, mana gayboy pun telan, janji puass...

and ad lglh beberapa cerita n menyentapkn kwn i ols ni,

and bila die confront bf die, gado n segala, bf die ngaku, and said, IT WAS MY PAST, IM CHANGING, I BECOMING SOMEONE NEW, JUST FOR U, COZ U CHANGE ME LOTT !!

hmm...haprak je, n i ols dpt tau ni lah ayat yg bf kwn i ols nie suka guna kat bf2 die time couple bila cerita2 sebegitu dikeluarkn.........

then, i ols pun ckplh kat fren i ols ni, "ko betul nk terima die ? ko boleh terima ape yg die pernah buat ? n x rasa die akn ulang benda tu semua ?

n ini jwpn kwn i ols, "X !!! ak sygkn die, n die pun sygkn ak, his past memang teruk, ak still x bole terima, but die janji nak berubah, so ak akan terima die, n lgpun semua org jelous tgk ak bahagia ngan die, tu yg dorg ungkit kisah lama"

hmm...lantak ko lh,

but then, few hours afta tat, ketika i ols jln2 di sekitar campus yg i ols centralized ittue,

i ols terserempak dgn pondan yg pernah menjai eX cashmere i ols,

dushh... terus teringt smula kisah dorg, ape yg cashmere i pernah buat segala masa bersama die, n yg i ols ni ambik bekas die......then terungkit semula ape yg cashmere pernah buat dulu, his past life, scandal segala,

hmm, not evryone's BOYFREN is PERFECT,

then i ols teringt, seorg kwn pernah ckp kat i ols,

"nox, dunia gay n pondan kecik je, EVERYONE IS EVERYONE EXs,
ko nak srt8 guy ? dorg pun bekas cik ki"

maybe betul ckp die, now we ols x bole nk expect tat bf kite suci n innocent, hmm.... yg nk cari bf ustaz ? dey ols pun tukar2 psgn,

yup, everyone is everyone exs,

maybe kite kena terima setiap past bf kite, or maybe kite kena consider smula,

but whos knoe, its love, sgt subjective,

if its a true luv, kekal lh sampai mampos, maybe u olslh couple dorg yg terakhir,

but if x kekal, u ols x perlulh nk kecewa tertongeng....

u ols just KEEP KISSING THE FROGS, COZ SUMDAY IT MIGHT TURN INTO A PRINCE CHARMING

so ape lg u ols, ciumlh bape ramai laki yg u ols nk, scandalh seberapa ramai, coz oneday,
u ols akn jumpe "the one"

and by then....all those drama, akn terhenti.. cehhh

WELL, RECYCLE BF ? i think its good,

kite guna, kite buang, and then die jadik sumone else goods, maybe die lebih bahagia dgn org baru, kalo x, KEEP RECYCLE !!!

lgpun brg2 recycle x tahan lama, unless kite jaga betul2.....

NOTE TO ANONYMOUS VISITOR !

2008-10-24T21:26:00.008+08:00

WAH !

sentap i ols, bukak2 blog je ad coment kat cboz yg berbunyi sebegini:

vapok Vapok verangan. stoplah ayat ayat verangan you ols. mak benci baca. badan mcm missy elliot ada hati nak jadi giselle.. get a life nyah! akak sedeyh mengaku kaum....

wahhh....! kagum n bersyukur i ols, bukan setakat ad pembaca setia, but now, i ols ad pembenci and pencarut setia,

miss anonymous : perlukah i ols gentar and sentap dgn coment ikhlas u ols ittuew ?

verangan ke i ols ni ???

part mane ekk yg i ols berangan ???

hmm.... gi paris ? i ols dh sampai dh, malah cuti kali ini i ols akn pegi lg,
nak apartment kat sana ? x mustahil, gaji BAPAK i ols 5000 sehari,
maybe mampu kot kalo i ols mintak sebijik bungalow kat paris,

but, itu impian i ols, x mainlh nk pakai duit mak bapak !
duit sendiri paling nikmat.

ayat2 verangan ???

ape yg berangan ??? at least i ols be myself, mengaku diri itu gemuk dan x berangan org minat kat i ols,

ayat i ols mengelikan kew ??? ewwww.... i ols pun nk gelilah ayat VERANGAN u ols to,
malu kakak nk ngaku kaum.

coz sama je ayat yg kite berdua gunakan kannn.....

ad i ols mengaku i ols giselle keww ?

hmm...propa sgt pondan sekot ni,

u saket OCD ehh, obsessive compulsive disorder,

malu dgn diri sendiri sampai nk carut org lain,

u ols X cantikkkah ???

name sebenar pun x tulizz,

get a life ???? yup i ols memang ad hidup sendiri,

dlm masa bape bulan lg i ols akn memandu mini cooper ke kampus, tp kalo i ols nasib baik, maybe i ols dpt VW beetle ittuew,

u ols tau x makna VW ? hmmm... mungkin u ols pondan bodoh n x civilized, so ape kate search kat google, cari makna die,

sedih, pondan pun nak kutuk pondan,

nape ekk ? ape salah i ols,

coz cashmere (laki i ols) sangat HOT ker ?

x puas ati coz u ols fatal attraction ???

well, ayat2 tipis u ols itu x menyegat i ols pun.

x kesah nk carut ape, nak kutuk ape,

janji i ols hidup aman bahagia, rezeki melimpah ruahh...

alhamdullilah ak pondan bermaruah, dan berpendidikan,

to miss anonymous, i ols tau u jelez dgn blog i ols ini, coz i ols berani jadi diri sendiri,

x mcm u tue, kutuk je pandai, propa je lebih, huhahauha je lebih2,

habuk pun xde, lainlh kalo u ols byr i ols gaji utk bloging ni,

baru u ols layak ckp mcm tu,

garam u ols tu x lut pun luka i ols ni,

and miss anonymous,

GET A LIFE !

jgn sibuk life i ols yg meriah lg mewah ini,

i ols xde reason pun nk ngaku u ols kaum i ols,

WHUTEVE !

X0XO miss anonymous...... coment lg yaa..

M0DeRN GLAMOuR for GIeBAM !

2008-10-21T23:37:00.021+08:00

uitt, i ols dh nak habis sem dh !!

tingal portfolio n several asignment jah nk kena present n submit,
heee, dh rehat lh katenyer ! x pown, coz bz touch-up project utk portfolio,

well, utk final projek i ols, we ols kena design interior Retreat House utk selected client !

n i ols Pilih Miss Giebam Ismail as client i ols,
request ratu ni very the DIVA ! but sorylh kak G, i ols buat last minit,

dasar pondan pemalaskn, 2 hari before submit baru i ols nak buat segala,

so, hasil keje hampeh ! butt... design i ols kira lawa lh jugak,
berbanding dey ols yg buat semingu seblm segala,

model pun i ols x siap masa submission, hee pemalas kann.

so, ini lh pic presentation board i ols,

jenguk2 n komenlh u ols,

heee, komen2 yg penuh menbina akn i ols jadikan teladan, ceh,
yg nk mencarut, g masuk longkang buat design sendiri,

ni laa rupe rumah yg i ols design ittuew, well kalo x lawa toksah nk carut, coz i ols bknyer achitect mcm cashmere i ols, we ols just design interior, rumah just cukup syarat,

ini lah yg i ols design...

ini bahagian lobby

ni pulak main living room

ni jee yg i ols mampu kongsi ngan u ols, penat la nk upload byk2,

bole jadik gile i ols,

so, anythin just comment la yekk ~

xoxo designers,

GAY BEEN KILLED oR ACCIDENT ? ! ! !

2008-10-19T13:44:00.002+08:00

it was hot news all over my campus !

smlm (sabtu) lepas balik dr la-queen pg tu, i ols digemparkn dgn msg dr one of the hakak2 kat sini,

"nox !!! afta this jgn keluar sorg2, jgn memondan or pakai baju yg nampak mcm pondan, kalo bole cover2 sket !!! ad sumthin happen, nanti i cerita !!!"

u ols tau ape yg kecoh2 ini ? at 1st dak2 campus i ckp ak pondan mati terjun bagunan kat kolej we ols !!!!

PONDAN !!! MATI !!! TERJUN !!!

katenyer kantoi main dgn jantan, pastu nak lari so die terjun dr tingkap, then mati,

WTF ! betul ker ? dorg kate pondan luar,

but then, the truth reveals, yg mati bukan pondan, tp bapak org, gay yg berumur 47 tahun !
kantoi main dgn student kat kolej we ols,

but then, semua org ingt pondan yg kantoi !

so, again, kaum2 ponen ini dikecam hebat !

but then ad yg speku that die bukan mati terjun, tp mati dipukul student lain

nak tau berita selanjutnyer ? ni i ols cut n paste from blog one of student kat U i ols,

It all started when an african student heard loud moaning and grunting from a room. He went into the room and saw the 47 year old man having sex with a male student. The african rushed out from the room shouting "People having sex in the room!" his engine loud voice boomed from block A to block C. Students gathered and asked the african student what happened and checked the room only to find out that the old man jumped out the window. He landed just beside the drain and became unconscious. Some students dragged him to the basketball court and later called the ambulance. When asked whether or not he really saw them having sex the african in green jubah answered "I saw them, he's strong, he's sexy."

17.10 = 1 DreaM, 7 HopeS, 10 WisheS

2008-10-17T17:20:00.012+08:00

Happy Birthday Heall

wah, wish diri sendiri gamaknyer ! we u ols, arini i ols genap 21 tahun...

waaa~ dh tua dh i ols, well, but im still gorges kann,

x lerr kertu sangatss, n 21 ? is my passport to freedom !!!!

so, ape wish i ols ? semua nk tau kn, n for u ols yg nk belikan hadiah,

adalah eloknya u ols tgk wishlist i ols inni,

saluttts bitch !

1. to be sucessful, beutiful, powerful, pondan in the world.

2. to have my cashmere luv me as i am, to take care of me, n live as happy as we can.

3. may my frenship wif all my frens last forever and ever !

4. to work or stay in my fav city in the world, been there, and always wanna be there,

5. my dream car, tp ayah i ols nk kasi copper ! waa.... x nak coper, nk ni jugak !!!

6. want to be sumone important and influence in fashion world, i want to be A-list !

7. i want to take as much photo, model style, from Giebam to Bustaman ! i dont care ! size never stop me from being beutiful. huhu...

8. i want to try, cosmopolitan !

9. i want wears all my dream labels, i want to be skinny so i can fit all !!!

10. my own beach party for my b'day bash, get ready ur sunblock and oversize shades,
boys, just wear ur boxer or better be naked !

xoxo sexy,

NEW VERSION OF GAY

2008-10-14T04:06:00.004+08:00

well, b4 i nak cerita entry kali ni, i ols nk bgtau, recently i ols jumpe semula seorg yg memang byk kasi efect kat i ols,

let me call him abang M, after more than 10 years i ols jumpa die semula bila i ols tgh bz on9 di myspace, neway, he changed alot ! i x kenal pun if he dint introduced hmself,

dialh yg buat i jadi diri skrg ni, hmm maybe u ols paham kot,
senang citer i ols punyer 1st time, dia lh reason i jadi mcm yg u ols tgk ni,

actually, tat time he was my neighbour, seblh je, i ols tingal dgn parent angkat, coz real parent i ols bz mencari duit, n die lh segala buat i, die jaga and layan i mcm adik sendiri,
n i love him so much !

tp we ols x lama, soon aftar parent angkat i ols berpindah ke rumah baru, n i ols duduk dgn parent iols semula, i dh x contact or jumpe die lg, maklumlh xde hp time tu,
nk jumpe sendiri pun x pandai,
but tat time, die adlh dtg naik motor g restoran ayah i ols,
but lama2, senyap util a few days aftar raya tahun ni, i ols dpt one msg in myspace,

it was simple, Abby,
my pet name yg famly angkat i ols pangil,
"kenal abg lg ? ni abg M"
tu je msg de, n iols tersangat lh sentap,
rindu ad benci pun ad, y benci ?
coz dielh i ols hidup sebagai pondan.

neway, aftar giving my no to him, we start contact each other,
hmm he change alot, dulu x lah hensem, but now sgt HOT !
one more thing ! he said, im turning to be full Gay,

then, i ols sentap.
but lupakn citer tu, now baru masuk entry i ols yg sebenar,

zappp.
lepas i ols kenal n rapat semula dgn the new abg M, i ols tau die jadi buruan ramai,
hmm... scandal n sex partner ? makan hati je dgr die citer,
bydway, ape yg i ols nak cakap bout this entry, ialah,
GAY BOY ZAMAN SEKARANG
dh lain,

yelah i ols pelik, dulu abang M taste kat adik2 ponen mcm i ols,
now y taste gayboy pulak ?
abg M nk rasa jadik btm kew ?
nope la u ols, coz gay boy skrg dh x mcm yg kite kenal dulu,
gay boy dulu, memang still mcm laki, ego, pakaian, cara bergaul, memang lain dr ponen,
tp y abg M leh suka gay boy zaman baru ??

SENTAP ! bila gayboy skrg pun pandai manja2, kalah ponen, kalah cik ki !
bygkn u ols, tiap kali call very the ngada2, well abg M tunjukn kat i ols,
die call one of his scandal, n turn speaker on,
"hmm.. syg! owang bawu bagun...hmmm syg, rindulh syg, hmmm"
sundal, kalah i ols bermanja k, suara very kalah ponen,
tersentak i ols,
semua dorg nak curi, jantan, spotlight, n cara manja pun nak mcm kiteorg jugak ???
now semua dh terbalik ! ponen pulak yg serius,
gay boy pulak very the bermanja2, kalah pompuan,
dgn suara, nangis2 la, wuteva !
BENCI !

dey all betul2 dh mcm ponen, cuma beza ponen jln catwalk,
dey ols pandai pujuk rayu segala,
hmm kalau dulu org ckp nyah n ponen jual body kat tepi jln,
now i ols berani ckp ! tat ponen n nyah pula yg sibuk cari duit keje kat counter perfume,
jadi mak andam, keje kat firm n evrything,
dey all pulak,
duk rumah tiap2 hari, kangkang kasi abg2 jolok dorg,
n nah ! 200, 300, beli baju TOPMAN, ZARA segala,
hmm. now siapa yg curr ?
ponen jugak ?
neway i ols malas nak ckp lg, byk sgt nak type,
it just i ols kecewa how thing hav turn out,

ponen yg dh byk berubah, dh ramai yg blaja kat U, n keje yg halal,
but bila drag sikit, dh kena keji curr, salah ke? dorg just nak feling women skali skala,
but gayboy skrg ?
lebih ramai yg curr dr ponen, duduk rumah tadah bontot,
manja2 segala,
tp kalo pondan manja2, korg geli pulak,

dhla, malas nk ckp lg, wat mkn hati je.....

xoxo

teNKiU~tENkiU

2008-10-11T17:15:00.003+08:00

dlm cibuk menyiapkn final projek yg due senin nie, i ols sempat jugak on9,

menatap blog setalaah penat celarat merenung software skecthup inni,

huhu !~ i ols dpt award ! thanks to Aizul Marcello n Dickie !

luv u guys, n ofcoz ur blog !!!

huhu, tenkiu2 !

merci !!!

rules for this award :
1.bagi just kat org yg gila2 or best !
2.bagi kat 5org saja
3.link org yg terima award ni
4.sesiapa dpt awrd ni wajib wat posting kat blog diee,
5.bgtau kpd pemenang !

AND,

MY SELECTED WINNER

1. Rashid the Pinkish
2.who batman ? biteme !
3. kandryxx
4. wafia the cosmo
5.Minty Da Life

mereka semua u ols bole carik kat link tepi blog i ols,

xoxo blggers !

RaYa nAn SaJoRK~

2008-10-09T21:57:00.010+08:00

bila raya menjelma....

semua org bergumbira.... but i ols ? hmm... apelh nasib,

i ols bagun tido kul 1 tghari !!!

huhu, but xde pun nak sedih2, coz i ols sengaja bgun lambat,

malasz nk heboh kat bwh, tido lg sodap, last year, i ols bgun kul 2,

lagi sundell !

nampak je cantik, tapi keras bedentum ! -captured by me

ketupat we ols tahun ni very the kerasz, yelah, biasanyer my mummy yg isi beras.

but tahun coz die x sihat, maka, bibik lh yg ditugaskn mengisi beras, hmm.... KERAS !

i ols mkn sebijik jeww sepanjang raya, baling kat hanjeng pun mampos !

n lauk2 tahun occay lh, even hakak2 i ols yg masak, but still x leh lawan bonda tercinta,

neway, hari raya ni, i ols rasa budak2 yg rasa kemeriahan nyer,

yg dh kertu n chantik mcm i ols ni,

it just another holiday, but dpt duit jerk,

budak2 pun pandai promote peace~

pic kat atas ni anak sedara i ols, kak ngah n kak uda i ols punyer anak.

dak2 skrg very the bijak, ambik gambar dh pandai feelings2 ANTM,

hmm makck die camna Lak ?

well, i ols rasa hari raya just meriah bagi budak2 je,

maybe sumday i ols akn rase meriahnyer bila i ols dh ad anak,

opss, ank dgn siapa ek ? haruslh dgn my cashmere,

tgk dak rambut panjang ittuew ! mkn hati x, kalah rambut i ols,

well, cuti nan semingu tu, i ols pun sempat beraya kat rumah kwn2,

hehe, sempat tgk kami the movie lg, best, i like it.....hmmm...yummm,

i ols nk ali, bole x tempah kat kedai !

ni masa we ols beraya kat rumah arif !

hehe, rumah die very mletop !

kenyang we ols beraya rumah diva nan sorang inni,

thanks to arif and his kakak, opss kakak ke mama ?

lihat, meriahkn raya we ols, meriah dgn makanan sajork...

happy raya u ols,

dh nak abes pun... projek berlambak, sempat lg wat entry,

xoxo, bintang2 !

best style of moment !

2008-10-03T05:48:00.005+08:00

uitt,

walaupun i ols jumpe ratu ini sudeh lebih seminggu,

but i ols still nk mention about die punyer sense of style,

event apa ? ketika ratu2 ponen inni berbuka puasa bersama,

di mana , Danga Bay lh u ols,

siapakh die ?

Kandryxx (click sini sajork)

hmm... i suke die punyer style coz die very berani menchube dan berexperimentasi,

ibarat he ols mutasi kn diri sendiri,

but very in stylish way,

if u ols nak keji style die, tokseh la u ols nk keji kat blog i,

komen sendiri kat blog he ols,

yg penting, i ols suke gilerk style he ols waktuew inni,

u ols jgn jelez occay, estimate cost = RM 3000

ape yg mahal ? clucth ittuew, bling2, n d person himself,

i ols wish very the good luck to this fashionista,

gud luck appew ? coz he ols akn ke dubai.....

bukan bercuti or melacurs, but bekerja u ols, kerja yg halal yea...

hopely kandryxx berjaya menahan nafsu shooping nyer ittuew dikala ketika di dubai,

bankcruptlh u ols kat sana, sah2 dpt gaji terus terjah mall,

but itulah uniknyer kandryxx

kandryxx n me, u ols nak kenal ?

pastikan gaji anda melebihi 2000 sebulan,

hiksss.... sampai tua la i ols x dapat sesiapa,

xoxo shopaholic !

Fashionista n Socialite pun kuat mkn !!!! - Part 3

2008-10-01T21:37:00.005+08:00

PART3

so u ols, lepas dihalau oleh pakcik yg x tau mencari rezeki ittuew,

kemana we ols pg ?

well, yg lain semua balik, so tingal i ols bersama ammar, n pika,

so, we ols pun ke city square jb utk menonton muvie disana,

hehe, midnite gittuew,

but the muvi yg we ols tgk very the x best, boring n x paham,

but yg paling best ialah,

i ols dpt popcorn panas n fresh,

yg paling penting !! full with caramel,

hehe, x sia2 i ols flirt wif abg counter ittuew,

dpt i ols popcorn yg kuning ranum, hmmm best sgt !

then kemana we ols pegi ?

OMG ! melantak lagi ponen inni !

we ols singgah sahur di singgah selalu !

ammar n me

xoxo u ols,

Fashionista n Socialite pun kuat mkn !!!! - Part 2

2008-10-01T02:13:00.009+08:00

PART-2

after breaking fast, we ols take a break n chating at fifie the mama bosan cafe,

dey all play mercun, carut2, while i ols n ammar went to hospital to see my mummy,

then, we ols went to dataran for cocok2, n tahu bakar,

aiyoo,,,, fashionista very mkn banyak !

but this time, it just me, pika, arif, kandryxx, aidil, merul, n ammar only,

hehe... we ols mkn steambot ! n boraque2 !!!

owh x lupe jugak, tahu bakar, n char kueh !

sedap x u ols.......

but!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yg paling sundell u ols, ialah pakcik the owner of this stall,

very kimaks, we ols tgh mkn, n dh nk abes,

boleh x ?? die halau we ols suruh bangun !

sundell !!! berani ko halau fashionista n socialite dr meja dey ols,

side kiri i ols....

"leh bagun x, ad customer lain nk duduk"

kimak ! u ols jgn dtg stall steamboat no 6 !

n habis pakcik ittuew, we ols carut habis2san,

side kanan i ols

it means, i ratu ditengah2 !!!

semua bangun... sembah i ols,

bergambar di parking lot sambil bising2 carut pakcik yg halau we ols,

hehe... makan byk sgt, we ols jadik giler posing2,
ofcoz lh, kan we ols fashionista !

true joWHORErians.... bangga we ols jadik ank jb, bandar ke-2 selapas KL
kira we ols bukan kampung occay !

xoxo bithes !

Owh Raya, Owh Puasa - Fashionista n Socialite pun kuat mkn !!!!

2008-10-01T00:30:00.010+08:00

HAPPY RAYA U OLS,

actually this event was held last Saturday,

i ols, wif my bestiest bitchest fren were going out for our brass band reunion at Danga Bay,

for breaking fast 2gether,

so, we met all, hmm.... not all but some of our great2 n very the old senior n d kertus,

hehe, including cik sall the mami susuk, syafizal, md noh d garai, azam, kery misry n some others,

owh... yup, x lupew, azlika a.k.a nabil,

hmm... which hav been so long since i ols met them,

but, not much change, i ols lg byk berubah,

lihat meraka semua....

the best of all, we ols get to be together, all 5 of us,

my very gorges best fren eva !

me yg chantique, pika the beauty, syapik the gorges, merul the handsome, n ammar the hot stuff

yupp, we meant to be together ! coz we ols semua godess2 n chantik n outstanding,

wahh... masuk bakul agnkat sendiri katernyer...

but ofcoz, we ols geng yg paling lama bertahan,

almost 7 years, but we still hold to each other frenship,

yup, there lil bit drama, fight n misunderstanding,

but we always end up together,

regardless new people or others bf, we still frens forever,

kandryxx, pika, ammar, n me

hmmm......... apelh yg we ols mkn,

very lahap nyer semua,

hehe, yg penting organizer veryy,.... tutttt.

we ols dtg, x dpt meja, n tempat very the panas !!

but for the sake of our frenship wif others, we ols tunjuk muke jugak,

walaupun after tat, we ols carut caca merba !

HAPPY RAYA U OLS, MAKANLH SAMPAI X MUAT SKINNY U OLS ITTUEW !

xoxo friends !

2008-09-30T19:36:00.001+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MINTAK MAAF KALO I OLS ADA BUAT SALAH !

0-0 YE !!!!

XOXO LUVIES !

lady GaGa the Great !

2008-09-29T01:41:00.006+08:00

hye u ols, hmmm.... alhamdullilah my mummy dh sihat sedikit,
even masih sakit, tp dh ad perubahan sket..

so, skrg ni i ols very the minat Lady Gaga, wahh... name die pun dh mengundang pondan2 utk melihat siapakah perempuan berhangan ini !

mana i ols kenal Lady Gaga ? hmmm... suprisingly from Lady Chi-chi Larue,
hehe, i ols kan kembar chi-chi, so masa i ols tgk2 page the infamous porn producer ittuew,
i ols terdengarlh lagu Lady gaga inni,

tgk nama, very the pondan, i ols ingt mak nyah geng2 chi-chi,
rupenyer pompuan betul, hiks...

tiba-tiba, lagu2 die very the....sesuai gittuew dgn jiwa i ols,
wahh.... dh jumpe dh my music muse.
very hot u ols this cik Ki,
i suke style die, very eccentric n futuristic,
gabungan manjadi klon2 dr Madoona, Gwen, and Kylie
wah... all in one,

very kann... berangan pondan sgt cik ki nii.... but makan hati i ols,

lagu2 die yg i ols suke, tersangat la banyak,

antaranyer, paparazzi.... lagu ni siap jadik soundtrack GG lg,
oowhh... lupe u ols,
Lady Gaga dulu hidup ala2 gossip girl, ala2 blair n serena,
coz lady gaga ni dilahirkn dlm golongan UPPER EAST SIDE,
hmmm very kan u ols,
dah nama mak ayah kaya, buat album pakai phone call je,
dush~ terus siap,
but still, meleptss

lihat ittuew, lady Gaga sudah berangan, i ols bila lg nk kuar album, n ambik pic begittuew ?
Giebam ! nak pic mcm nie satu !!!

antara lagu2 die yg best, n u ols patut dengar,
paparazzi
poker face
just dance
lovegames
boys, boys , boys

semua lagu kat atas nie.....very best,
u ols patut dgr, terutama cik pon, sesuai dgn jiwa u ols, yg lemah lembut lg memberontak,
ditambah lg, u ols bole feelings2 victoria angel, n catwalk satu la-queen, opsss
or u ols bole buat aerobik mcm i ols buat.
sure slim u ols, hmm mesti x perasan kann i dh kurus !

luv Lady Gaga...

xoxo ladies !

sedihnyerr

2008-09-27T03:45:00.000+08:00

u ols,

4 ur info, my mummy baru jek dimasukan ke

HOSPITAL !

doakn die sihat k,

luv ols,

xoxo god bless u !